some of my worse and most memorable in 08 and best to come in 09 
as most of you know that i have manic bi-polar im like an emotional rollercoaster sometimes expecially in the manic phase, 2008 was a pretty good year i have learned that love does not hurt like i was he is now out of the picture
had a good job had my own place for a while worked for the school system in custodial met a lot of good people one of my best friends teresa african american i was the only causian her and i were like sisters she would always take up for me on the job because i also have a learning disability i dont comprenend things as others do, well the supervisor was always trying to make it hard on me trying to get me fired, teresa was right there by my side taking up for me  bless her heart, ok will be two years this past april i took an over dose was in the hospital six days and im so blessed that my friend teresa never let the other co-workers know exactly why i was out of work, things started to get better for me as usual my doctor prescribed me a stronger medication which has helped me more, well this past june when school was out for the summer i was in the manic phase of bi-polar i had the bright idea i wanted to move to myrtle beach my baby sister lives there, i was having the time of my life and for the first time ever my other two sisters came to the beach was the first time all of us together on the beach i did get me a job in housekeeping there in a hotel was really hard work i did give it my best, i got sick had to go to er stay over night for test couldnt catch up after missing three days, and i was getting really homesick missing my son and friends i moved back here 10/30/08 im now living here with my son and his family, lost my job here and my insurance no money no job no inc, but GOD is good always, i hadnt had my medication since june no wonder i was sick  my son and his wife set me up a room here i have my computer air matress chest of drawers tv everything i need my son is so happy im back he worrys about me and im not sure how but one day i came across md cant remember how but anyway i joined and it has been a GOD send for me, i have met so many wonderful people on here ok my sisters have always told me paula you should apply for disability ssi i had never even thought about doing that i have been so determined but i have went through so many jobs in my lifetime cant hold one down, so i dicided i would now im getting some help they have set me up with a behavorial clinic about 10 minutes away, i go to froup therapy every wednesday at 3:00/pm i go today, i have counseling talk with the nurse and with therapist and have been put on a program for free medication so now im back on my meds again, i have to wait at least 3/5 months before i know anything about my ssi, im so greatful for my son and his wife for having me here and helping me out, i have never been one to ask for help always did it on my own,  wel for 2009 im looking for a lot better year gonna take my medication as prescribed stay on it even when im in the manic phase i have been closer to GOD since i moved here with my son and his family, my two grandaughters are a blessing in my heart they are so precious, one of my new years resoloution is to have my own place again with GODS help i know i can, i can do all things through christ who strengths me  i am not ashamed of the gospel of christ he said if you are ashamed of me i will be ashamed of you before my father, i havent been in GODS word in a long time and just want to say that there are some beauitiful souls here on matchdoctor i get so much inspiration love from all of you, wishing everyone of you a blessed new year
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teacuppoms
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Dec 31 @ 10:42AM
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if we worship God we love Jesus and from them come all the things we nees but we must pray and ask and thank them for all we have. amen
great blog
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MrPaul
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Dec 31 @ 10:43AM
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Yes God is good and 2009 will be your year 
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kywonder
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Dec 31 @ 1:15PM
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Paula what a blessing you are. You have touched me girl with your honesty and your boldness. I wish the best, the very best for you, and I pray that your disability goes through without a hitch.
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butterfly943
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Dec 31 @ 1:16PM
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Heres to a wonderful New Year for all of us 
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1frantastic
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Dec 31 @ 3:04PM
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Happy New Year Paula! Hang in there hun.....and be patient...SSI will be your blessing.....I am so glad you have family who is backing you up....Bi-Polar is one of the most misunderstood aflictions of all....my daughter is bi-polar....and I am a Special Ed ex teacher....so I know the ups and downs you go through...just stay on your meds....even when you don't think ya need them!
A new and better year is ahead for us all!!!
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mystery2u888
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Jan 2 @ 1:40AM
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2009 is going to be your year.......I just know this..........trust me I just know that this will be your year to turn things around and you are going to be seeing changes........ 
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