Ok today my mom and I were talking about some things that happened with in our family in 2008 and how 2009 was going to be different. I am not going to let the same people that hurt my feelings in 2008 get to me this year. I am making a stand and not putting up with it. I am not going to carry on like some wounded child and line back up for abuse again. This discussion brought a few questions from my childhood.
1 Why did my mom allow herself to get abuse physicaly as well as mentaly and futher more why did I follow in her footsteps?
2 Is it a bad thing that I grew up military (army brat) and have gottten used to walking away from things and people that have been in my life?
The thing I was getting at here was does anyone have answers to that? You know I have a part of me that thinks my ability to walk away and not look back a great thing but then I also think it has it bad points as well, like I dont really fight for anything cause it all is going to end anyway so dont get to attached. I was just kind of wondering what everyone else thought about it. Honestly not that it really matters but I was just wondering anyway??????
Somewhat confused but for sure Jaded
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