I've had a lot of fun here on MD - even though it's been a short run. After returning from my first vacation in 20 years, to the Dominican Republic, I realized that I really needed to make time for myself - to go on vacations and do nice things for myself. 
Owning my own business, sometimes one gets into patterns that don't really leave time for fun - but one finds themselves wasting time in many other areas, not focussing on what one wants or where one wants to go.
I've realized that I have not even started on the things I want to accomplish this year. I had promised myself that I would devote more time to my artwork - and I haven't even sat at my drafting table, despite all the wonderful photo's I've taken on vacation to use as reference. I have so many art projects that I want to accomplish, but because my computer is in the same room, I have a tendency to see it as my office, rather than as my "play" room.
So I know that I have to turn off my computer, not let it "sleep"  . That in turning it on and off at certain times, will help structure my day. It will also signify an end to the day, so that when I want to do my artwork, it will not feel like I'm in the office.
And even though I'll leave behind some great people, I know that if I want to accomplish the things I've set out for myself, that MD isn't assisting me in my goals. I've enjoyed the forums for the most part, but I find the negativity of some of the threads, the intentional baiting, taking words out of context and childish name-calling, the publicity of some to attack others in the forums for their failed virtual relationships, the fighting and nastiness that they disintegrate into, not only non-productive, but energy-draining.
I do have to admit, that I have laughed at the passionate responses in some of the threads, but again, it's not helping me accomplish my goals.
As an artist and graphic designer, I have had so many people ask me why I'm not painting and drawing, and why haven't I been selling my work. And you know, I don't have an answer. Not even a good excuse! lol. 
So, after this weekend, I will bid MD good-bye, organize those things that I promised myself I would organize this year, get my house re-organized to sell, and look forward to moving back to the coast.
Sometimes, as we come to crossroads in our lives, we realize that we have to leave certain things and people behind. I have come to that conclusion, and that when I move back to the coast, there will be another phase of my life that will be concluded, and a new one starting, with an eye on an active social life, new friends, along with old, new experiences and lots of travel in my future. (Woohoo, European art tour, here I come!)  
So, as much fun as it has been, and as many great people I have met - it is time for me to say good-bye, spend the time on my artwork that I spend on MD and focus on the tangible world. 
 
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1frantastic
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Feb 14 @ 5:53AM
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good for you! hope you get what you are seeking and it multiplies your sense of pleasure and accomplishment 10 times over....I know exactly what you are saying and I feel the same way...now if I could only find a reason to put a plan into action....well someday I will...you go forth and do for both of us...come back and tell us all about it!   enjoy!!!
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happygrlok
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Feb 14 @ 10:08AM
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Good luck and I hope you accomplish the tasks that you have set for youself....I do understand what you are saying about the forums, but I only come in to play so I stay in certain threads. Ones that people just want to play and nothing else. I did meet someone on here though and he and I play in MD and just have fun. I think sometimes we have to be careful not to take it to serious......
I wish you the best.
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imlost2
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Feb 14 @ 11:20AM
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It's always exciting to go on a new adventure and I wish you the best of luck. Keep us posted however and let us know how things are ok? Take care Lost
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luvshorses644
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Feb 14 @ 12:50PM
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I echo the others here, but I too will say, good for you. Sometimes in life, we all need to step back and review our lives and goals.. and knowing what we need to do to achieve them, is one step ahead of many.
Wishing you much inspiration and luck. From one horse lover to another.
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Snappygoddess
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Feb 14 @ 5:01PM
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I wish you the best of luck in your business---it's good that you know your own limitations by taking a break from the internet to pursue your personal and business goals.
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BandTMom
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Feb 14 @ 9:25PM
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You will be missed but don't lose touch.
Good luck in all that you endeavor.
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