FEB. 27, 2009..FRIDAY NIGHT...11:09P.M.
FIRST LET ME SAY REAL QUICK AND SHORT:
NO I'M NOT YELLING~"FOR MEDICAL REASONS I HAVE TO USE THE "CAPS"
FOR MY EYE SIGHT IS REAL BAD AND CAN NO LONGER SEE THE SMALLER TYPE LETTERS"..THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING...
NO FURTHER DISCUSSIONS ON THIS, THANK YOU!!
WELL, TODAY I SURELY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE MY STITCHES
TAKEN OUT OF MY FOOT...WHEN THE DOCTOR CHECKED MY FOOT, HE SAID IF HE TAKES THEM OUT IT WOULD BURST WIDE OPEN...
THERE WAS A FUNNY PART TO IT THOUGH, HE ASKED ME, "WOULD YOU LIKE FOR ME TO TAKE THEM OUT ANOTHER TIME?" I SAID, "HEY, YOUR THE BOSS IN THIS!!" WE BOTH LAUGHED!!
HE SAID TO COME BACK NEXT FRIDAY, MARCH 6th AND HE WILL RECHECK THE FOOT AND TO SEE IF HE WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE THEM OUT
THEN...
SO PLEASE ""PRAY"" FOR HEALING TO MY FOOT FOR HIM TO BE ABLE TO TAKE THEM OUT...
I AM A SLOW HEALER AND IT JUST TAKES A MUCH LONGER TIME TO HEAL ON ME THAN IT DOES ON SOMEONE ELSE...DON'T KNOW WHY THAT IS , JUST KNOW IT HAS WORKED OUT THAT WAY ALL MY LIFE....
ALL OF THIS IS HAPPENING REAL CLOSE TO MY BIRTHDAY, CAUSE ON MARCH 15th I WILL BE TURNING "57" "YOUNG AT HEART"!! WOW, HOW ABOUT THAT??
I SHOULD BE LOOKING FORWARD TO MY BIRTHDAY, THOUGH RIGHT NOW, I COULD CARE LESS...
YES, I'M DISHEARTED, SOMEWHAT SHAKEN AND CUTDOWN, AND DOWN IN THE DUMPS AND I'M JUST NEEDING TO BE ABLE TO VENT, AND THIS HELPS ME AND SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT OKAY?
YES, THERE'S A REASON FOR ME BEING DISHEARTED, CAUSE A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE, COST ME MY "CLOSE FRIENDSHIP" WITH A VERY DEAR SWEET CLOSE FRIEND AND I'M VERY UPSET ABOUT IT...AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT , EXCEPT ""PRAY"" ABOUT IT AND TURN IT OVER TO ""GOD"" AND LET ""HIM"" HANDLE IT..
THOUGH IN THE MEANTIME, IT'S A HARD ROUGH ROAD TO GO DOWN WITHOUT MY SWEET CLOSE FRIEND...WELL, AT LEAST I HAVE THE MEMORIES!!! NO, SHE'S STILL LIVING, I'M TALKING ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE HER AS MY SWEET CLOSE FRIEND ANYMORE BECAUSE OF HIS ACTIONS...NO I WILL NOT REVEAL WHAT HE DID...JUST TRUST ME WHEN I SAY IT WAS VERY LOW OF HIM TO DO WHAT HE DID....
DARN THAT PERSON!!! IT REALLY SUCKS!!!
YES, I HAVE FORGIVEN THIS PERSON, ONLY BECAUSE I AM ASKED BY ""GOD"" TO FORGIVE FOR MY ""PRAYER'S"" TO BE ANSWERED, THOUGH I WILL NOT FORGET!!!! AND THIS PERSON WILL HAVE TO ANSWER TO ""GOD"" FOR HIS ACTIONS IN WHAT HE HAS DONE IN THIS MATTER!!!
SO BEING IN PAIN ALL DAY FROM MY FOOT AND TOES HURTING SO BAD, AND MY LUPUS ANTI JO AND FIBROMYALAGIA FLARING UP FULL FORCE AND MY LOW BACK HURTING AND MY RIGHT HIP HURTING AND A SUPER MIGRAINE AND THEN ADD LOSING MY SWEET CLOSE FRIEND IT'S JUST TOO TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE AND COPE AND DEAL WITH...
I'M DOING GREAT IN BEING ABLE TO TYPE THIS...
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR VENTING AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME IN READING THIS...
I'M TRYING REAL HARD TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE THOUGH RIGHT NOW THAT'S NOT WORKING TOO WELL....
HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GREAT BLESSED WEEKEND,
HUGS AND SMILES TO ALL OF YOU,
LOVES YOUR TEXAS FRIEND, CHRISTIE AKA "WHITEROSE1952"
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