Infecting my mind full of sinfulls thoughts.
I could,
I should,
Why not,
but...no.
Some people snap over the most simple of things,
so why can't i? I could go crazey and kill someone
just for the fun of it..or to lay off my anger and bloodlust.
But,then...it seem so simple it makes me not want to do it,
and then you have thoes who cry and snot up your butt..
about your killing.Ehhh..not worth it.Jail...crap..jail is nothing.
life in it is nothing.I mean..my life is wraped around a room smaller
then a cell,and colder then a freezer.It would make no diffrence.
I could just go hold up a bank..and get money to be happy.
No one wants me to work for them...so how else do i get money?
But..thats too easy...and well..money is just money.
I could sell my body..but then people get all upset and you
go to jail for feeling good and getting paid.Makes no sence to me.
I would kill myself and see whats on the other side...
and what i can do there.But,im going to die anyways.
Besides..already tried that 13 years ago..47 times..over and
OVER and over again...but grim reaper wants me to stay.
I see no reason to stay.Just and on-slaughter to hate myself,
and let others beat me down..for the fun of it.
What stops me?Thoes little things?
No..maybe a hope that somthing better will come along?
No...maybe cause..well...its boring.
why do anything if you gotta do it by yourself.Right?
Even living is not livable doing it alone.
Why do i got to be the strongest person in my family not
to go crazey and do awfull things..and stop myself cause
little things makes the effort..boring.
Maybe I'm here to be a great warrior.
One of many talents..maybe one that fights off whats to come.
Maybe to lead an army of darkness to destroy the lies of the light.
all i can do is wait in the chaos if pain.
alone...
in vain.
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