Just dropping by.... posted 3/24/2009 12:41:39 PM | 1 kudo what's this?     report abuse

poniepower

Hello All My MD friends,

I'm just dropping by to let you know we are all surviving here. It's been a whirlwind of events.
1st off, I'm going to be a gramma again! My daughter Carlee is expecting again in Sept. She's also gettting married April 18th. Trying to get a wedding planned, and paid for in 2 months has been a challenge. I made all of the wedding flowers, except for the bouquets the girls will be carrying, they will be real. I did center pieces for all the tables, miniature bride basket and ring pillow, etc. It was fun!! I went with her to get the bridesmaids dresses and her dress, they're GORGEOUS! She's getting married at the Children's Memorial Garden down by the Mississippi River where Jason's tree is planted. She wanted to incorporate Jason into her wedding also.
I'll be having a neuro-stimulator put on my spinal cord the end of April, beginning of May. They want to wait until after the wedding for the surgery. I will be having a trial of the neuro-stim on April 6th, where they put lead wires on my spinal cord for 3 days to see if it takes my pain away. I Pray it works!!

Tomorrow will be Jason's 3rd Angel Date. Gosh, where have 3 yrs gone?!?!?!?! I miss him more and more EVERYDAY!! I cried myself to sleep last night. Matt has been missing more school lately, because of flashbacks. :(
I"ve felt my depression seeping back in again. I wish this time of year didn't bring back these memories, but it's a part of my life and I can't change that. I Wish I could, But, I can't. The weather has alot to do with my moods too, I think. Memories haunt me with the change.
I've been keeping busy with going to the doctor, physical theropy, running with Carlee, Jadyn has his tonsils out this Friday, so I'm sure I'll be with them for that.

Cianna is coming home from TN for my surgery. I can't wait to see her and the baby. He's growing like a weed, but still hasn't hit 20 lbs yet to be put in the bigger carseat. He's hanging on to 19 lbs 9 oz...and won't gain the few ounces needed.

I Pray everyone is well here on MD.
MAY MY ANGEL WATCH OVER YOU AND YOURS,
Jini

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