Have you ever made this call, or thought about it? it goes something like this.......
Hello,
Hey baby....its been a long time, you would think by now I could get you off of my mind, but I cant, I know maybe I should'nt have called, but it seems like so much still needs to be said. I guess I just needed and wanted to hear your voice again, and let you know where I'm coming from. I'm not even sure how to say this or if I should....But I'm Still in Love with you! I just miss you and your love! you see I never really realized just how much until it was gone!
I must have talked to you a thousand times during the day and thru the night, I know it sounds crazy but even in the shower I cant help but think about all the times we shared and how much you meant to me, my heart still misses you near me and feeling your warmth and love next to me, I miss your smile, your touch, your kiss, all the little things that made you so perfect to me....
When people stop me, and ask me how I am...my first thought is Missing You! but I lie...I have too, in order to fight back the tears! I wish I could explain it, or even be able to tell someone, but they just wouldnt understand, You see they have never held you in their arms as I once did! When you said goodbye you took a piece of me with you! Now it feels like their is a hole in my soul....
It doesnt matter to me who was right or who was wrong! I just want to right this wrong! Life just doesnt seem to be the same with out you! Do you ever miss me....Do you ever think of me, or the times we shared, do you ever picture me there? as I do you. When you told me you loved me, it felt like I could move a mountain, now I just move from day to day....I have the world fooled, I just wish, I could fool me the same way, but I cant, the memories are all to clear, Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and wrap my arms around you and pull you close to me, only to realize it's not real, just me on the street of dreams..
I've picked up the phone and started dialing your number so many times, then reality hits me...were not in love anymore, atleast thats what I keep telling myself...when my phone rings I cant help but wonder, if it's that soft voice that use to talk to me at night, feeling the very same way as I do....you have no idea how many times I have prayed that some how God would get a message to you, and your heart would understand and reconsider, the love we shared...I guess I just needed to make this call so you would understand how much you really meant to me. The emptiness and sadness that haunts those who had it and lost it, It seems like every sad song seems to say what I feel.
and for just that moment you wonder is it just my imagination or did I really make the call? Its the hardest call to ever make! Maybe that's why so many of us never make that call....yet in our mind we rehearsed it a thousand times!
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imlost2
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Jun 9 @ 10:33PM
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Awww, that's so sad, I'd make the call if I was so much in love, than to have regrets later thinking I might have been able to win him back. If I didn't make the call, I'd never know. Take care Lost
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PIXIEFIRE3
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Jun 10 @ 12:24AM
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let your heart talk for you , just like in the letter , make the call she may have a change of heart,
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Tanikogirl
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Jun 10 @ 3:27AM
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You will never know if you don't make the call.
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KnittinKitten
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Jun 10 @ 6:34AM
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I'm not much on phone calls, but, I HAVE written a note or two. I can express my thoughts and feelings without interruption. On occasion, it has generated another date, and I feel better for having tried, but, something tells me that when it's over it's over.
However, it is also not so terrible, to know for sure. One can then go on with their life.
KK
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oct_cat
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Jun 10 @ 6:43AM
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As I see it, from your two blogs you & she are still not over each other. The best thing is to get closure for both of you, otherwise any future relationships either of you are in may be dotted with thoughts of your previous relationship . . . & that's a great way to ruin a good thing with someone else!
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unionman154
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Jun 10 @ 8:01AM
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~*~
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Loreli
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Jun 10 @ 11:17AM
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I've been there, too.
Hugs.... 
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RavinLunatic
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Jun 10 @ 5:34PM
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yeah, I know the feeling. I have to keep telling myself, he really does not love me. It is lust only to him. 
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POPO
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Jun 16 @ 1:57PM
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Thanx to all for your thoughts and sharing some of your own stories...Greatly appreciated... 
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