Have you ever just laid there tossing and turning and just cant seem to go to sleep? The more you try the more you just cant seem to drift into the night....your body is saying its time to shut down, but your mind is spinning like a top! and you thoughts drift away as you lay there thinking. Where are you? are you out there? who are you? Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Are you looking for someone just like me? Will you know me when you see me or meet me? will I know you when I see you or meet you?
So you lay there and your heart begins to talk to your mind.... and you drift into a daydream if you will.
Something is missing? you know what it is, but you just dont want to face it or admit it, Your lonely and you long to feel the embrace of someone who will wrap their arms around you and tell you all the things you long to hear, but not just anyone, Oh no no...you want someone who is into you, as much as you are into them
I've talked with many here that have just accepted being alone, Well let me tell you my friends "I'm So Tired Of being Alone" just like the song...(Al Green) They say I have my friends and my peace of mind.... and I'm happy, No your not!
you aint foolin me, it sounds good when you say I'm happy and this must be the way God wants it? No its not, its not the way Nature planned it...not at all, even the animal kingdom wants and desires companionship.... So who you kiddin?
We may settle for it, but its not what we really want!
Oh I hear some say I'm never going to fall in love again? I just cant stand the pain because a Broken Heart is one of the hardest things to mend.. and I just dont want to go thru that again! I think I understand, that feeling all to well...
I've just now finally picked my self up off the floor and have finally over come the blow... from my last let down! So what do ya do? Do ya take another chance? or do ya just withdraw, fold your arms and say I'm done with this! Every sad song seems to say what I think and how I feel, and every love song only reminds me of how it use to be!
One is a lonely number, and two can be as bad as One, especially if your with the wrong someone! so what do ya do? pocket your dreams? down where emotions are hard to find? and convince your self were happier this way? I've got my friends and my freedom.... I can do what ever I want when ever I please, yet at the end of the night its just you and you all alone....that aint happiness nor does it satisfy your Heart and Soul.... say what you will but I'm no different then you, I know how you really feel!
Especially when you have had someone laying next to you that made your heart skip a beat every time their body was snuggled up next to yours! You cant forget that feeling, maybe it didnt work out with them for what ever reason? But your heart never forgets, what is was like to actually be in love.....all those lil butterflies when you hear their "Hello" the sound of their voice that seems to, just go straight right to the core! That feeling!
People say it just cant happen here?
That they came for Love but only found friends..
Maybe one of those friends could be the One you've been waiting for all along? maybe the wrapper isnt what you think you thought you wanted? I mean we all have friends here...
But we tend to only read or hear about a Love that went wrong instead of a Love that went right
I believe that for every person here their is atleast one person who fits like pages in a letter! sometimes we have to go thru some or even many to find the one person who just fits! sometimes it can take you completely by surprise who it may be? and when it happens your like daaaaang this must be my lucky day! I've been waiting for someone just like you to come into my life! and now here you are you were not was I was expecting? but you are everything and more then I have ever hoped for.
Suddenly you realize........those "Sleepless Nights" was your heart telling you something was missing and needed to be fulfilled, in a way not even your closest friends could do, no matter how hard they tried.... Keep your Eyes Wide Open because you never know who maybe waiting for someone just like you maybe it comes in the form of a email a wink, or maybe its someone talking to you on the message boards, It could be someone your reading on a blog. Wondering where you are? There is alot of good people here searching for their pefect fit! Not everyone here is a player or liar, and most of the players are not very good at it...lol
Good Luck in your search... take a Chance you never know who, could be the one Romance you came here to find!
Just thinking at loud.. 
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lovestobake
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Jun 11 @ 10:28AM
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Wow, I may get spanked for this. When I was younger I resolved this by as the song says, love the one your with. Now I am not saying to lie & use people, just find some like thinking company.
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RavinLunatic
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Jun 11 @ 10:41AM
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Well, first you have to tie up all loose ends. Remove the old one from your home or YOU leave if you are in theirs....grieve THEN maybe look at other possiblities for love AFTER you are no longer grieving. Otherwise you will compare all new possibilities to the good parts of the old ones and they rarely stand up that way, You usually unfairly compare. Let the memories fade some..
Figure what you did wrong. Remember what THEY did wrong and watch like a hawk to see if new 'friends' have the same or similar warning signs. Run like hell if they do. Don't let them convince you your fear of what you see in them is wrong.
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dizzydoll
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Jun 11 @ 10:47AM
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of course you are right in everything you say...
i am a bit surprised you havent got that special lady in your life yet, you are so passionate.
your writing has a good tempo (beat) , many people write intelligently but their writings dont have the beat. yours.... excellent tempo!
you must be a good storyteller, especially to children. in the old days people used arrange gatherings to tell fascinating stories... perhaps we should start again.
in the meantime you can teach us how we stop being "suitably single" to "lucky loving"
good blog
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stickshiftsally
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Jun 11 @ 10:49AM
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POPO, I think you have some very valid points. For some of us, we say we are just fine being alone and we may truly enjoy our "do what you want to when you want to" time. I think it gets to be a way of life and we just stop looking for that special someone the way we once did. I've noticed as I have gotten older (I'm not old yet!), I've kind of settled into this life. I saw a young couple in the parking lot of Walmart last night who couldn't keep their hands off each other. I turned to my friend and said, "I remember when I felt like that....I think". Do we forget what it feels like to love and be loved like that? Very thought provoking blog.
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Fayvorite
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Jun 11 @ 12:11PM
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Been single going on three years now and very rarely experienced loneliness. On the few exceptions when lonliness is felt, all I have to do is remember how lonely I was in a loveless marriage for so long and poof it's cured.
However there are times when I feel a slight ache of not having someone to love or be loved by, and a pet helps fill that gap a bit.
I can relate to the writer who said watching a couple that can't keep their hands off each other made her remember back to when she felt that way too.
I cling to the belief that someday, somebody will ignite the spark that dwindled out long ago. However I'm not spending time being lonely while waiting. There is still a lot of frogs to kiss.
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debbz32
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Jun 11 @ 12:18PM
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Man i love your blogs...thanks for another one that will leave me wondering/rethinking 
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leprichaun_magic
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Jun 11 @ 12:58PM
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your turn will come..you cant hurry love :)
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Gute_N8
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Jun 12 @ 9:28AM
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When something goes wrong....Ask yourself: 'what am I learning?' or 'how does this help me grow?' Then you will feel, whatever has happened is good, what is happening is better and what is to happen is even better ... so let it be.
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Loreli
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Jun 12 @ 11:11AM
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I know it is tough being alone FOR NOW.....
In the meantime, learn, grow, enjoy each moment.
It will be soon enough that you have a special someone by your side! 
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POPO
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Jun 16 @ 2:00PM
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Thanx everyone for all you emails and responses... 
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