Hi what's up. Not much. Just listening to Taylor Swift songs. They are good to listen to as she has written them. I am a real music freak as you can tell. Just love to hear a story being told.
Well just thinking what a bad flirt I am and I am just not a good one lol. I don't know how to act around guys i "like" and I am getting older. Well, I hope this doesn't continue as I get older. I am not used to going to bars or anything and meeting new people. I love the safety of my own home where I can flirt online though it hasn't worked yet much. Well I am just thinking how to flirt offline. I guess simply being friendly is a way to do it though I am real shy when it comes to that. Well, I guess I will learn how not to act which is cool and distant. I feel simply "embarrassed" if I act too friendly which is sometimes how I act. I don't even know I am i nterested in someone until i feel that weird "magnetic thing people get. Well then I feel a little weird around the person which makes me run for cover lol. Well, that has happened million of times. I simply stop my flirty behavior. Well I guess I have someone in mind when I say this and it is hard for me to face them now. I feel stupid i guess. I am not sure what they think of me. It happens a lot to me. I can't communicate and act like a guy. Simply just a shy thing I do. Well anyway I guess I will continue to do the same thing I do which is try to act nattural. Even if that means well....try to go on and learn to like myself more.
When I say I have a magnetic thing it is simply when you can't stop yourslef from looking their way or smiling too much. It is weird I barely know I am doing it. I guess I go for personality and if someone has that spark in it, I just do it without thinking. Well I have to stop acting like a poker face i guess. I have been told that I can keep my face 'straight' without even smiling or acting unnatural.
Anyway I guess I have to stop feeling so uncomfortable around people I find interesting and just get the courage to either ask them out or just forget it. Well, I guess that is all I have to say.
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