Fifty one, OMG fifty one, LMAO and thinking it really is just a number. I can laugh this year about my birthday. Last year I was a wreck. Seriously crying for days before it happened. You know the dreaded number fifty! The day of this happening I was emotionally drained. Silly……..perhaps but it was where I was in my mind then.
I am very blessed in my life to have wonderful friends. Some are long term friends. Others only in the last few years but they are I believe forever friends. Some are online friends that I’ve never met but they truly matter to me. Some I talk to via the phone others not but they are real to me. Will those be forever? Who knows just as we really don’t know anything for certainty. We have hopes for such but only time tells that. I’ve realized that each of us are better friends at times then other times. Is that a bad thing? I don’t think so anymore. It is that season and reason thing that gets each of us to the other side of whatever we are going through in our life.
What got me to thinking like this you may be wondering. I guess I am rambling here lol. Someone I do love wrote a blog for my birthday…our own Luvshorses. What a sweet gesture and such sweet words for me. I don’t feel I deserve them so much though was my first thought. Simply because I have not been there for her so much in a good while. I have been afraid I was hurting her in my concern for her at times. I won’t go deep into that as it is no one else’s business. The only reason I say anything here is for others to stop and think in their own life and relationships. I hurt when I read the suicide attempt blog. We have heard such before with other members and it always makes me stop and think. We are virtual people touching each other with the stroke of our fingertips on a keyboard. Is there an answer to how to deal with online people hurting anymore than there is our neighbors? I don’t know the answer but I do know I care. Back to the do I deserve such a sweet blog thought that I was having. Yes I do because she knows my heart just as I do hers. So this is my birthday wish and it is for her. I wish you to know with every fiber of your being that you DESERVE every good and kind thing that there is in life. You deserve the love of family and friends and the love of a WORTHY man. I wish that you carry forth knowing these things are true in YOUR OWN HEART. Live it and believe it to be so! I love ya! I thank you for the gifts you send way ahead of time. The gifts are thoughtful but honestly my best gift from you has always been your words. I fell in love with your words a few years ago and thus your soul. Thank you from my heart to yours.
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