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  Tunes4u

With the time at hand, and a trusty glass of Merlot, I waited for the Return of the King.

For the last day or so I had pictured in my mind what the reunion would be like. I could see in my mind’s eye, the King of Frolic jumping all over me with his ears laid back on his head and a big grin on his face. After all, a couple weeks had gone by where he knew no one, and had no idea where I was or where he was. Total confusion. His behavior had flagged the problem. He had been lonesome. So they sent him home to me, where he should of been all along.

I pictured his return,
his tail wagging furiously while he could hardly keep his paws off me, jumping and leaping for joy. Happy at last to see me, his home, his yard, and his friends next door.

I waited last night. When I say waited…I mean waited. I figured it up a little too early . Like about an hour early. I sat out on the front porch for an hour, my eye hardly ever leaving the far corner of our street, where I knew they would eventually have to turn into and drive up to the house.

I had a drink sip of wine. Dinner was all but ready. I had prepared my daughter’s favorite meal for her and her new boyfriend Neil. I could not imagine what was taking so long. Her cell phone had gone dead as it turned out. But still, calculating from where I had spoken to her last, they should be here any minute. Another gulp sip of wine.

A slight sense of frustration mixed with a little worry started to creep into my head. I got up, and went into the house to check on things….filled up the wine glass…..back to the porch and my fantasizing on just how Oz, The Great and Powerful was gonna react. I kept thinking about the stories of Black Beauty, Old Yeller, The Fantastic Journey, Call of the Wild, and of course Lassie.

Back to the porch….back to the kitchen….

Refill….back to the porch….back to the kitchen…..and while I was doing some mindless thing and having a guzzle sip of wine, I heard the car pull up. At last! Here comes my beautiful baby girl, and Oz, the King of Frolic. I quickly put some doggie treats in my pockets. His favorite thing. That would be sure to score some points.

They got out of the car, and there he was….but I wanted to grab my baby first and give her my very best Daddy hug. And tell her how much I missed her, and how happy I was to see her. I had a hearty handshake with Neil, a very good looking lad, tall dark and handsome.

Turning, there he was, and I bent over and said hello in my most excited “dog voice” I could muster up, expecting a giant outburst of energy and joy.

He looked at me and sat down. And he stared at me with his piercing blue eyes…Oz Eyes…
I stood back up puzzled….and a little confused. Luckily, I had left my glass of wine inside, or I might have had another gulp sip.

Undaunted, I clapped my hands and made a body motion like I wanted to play…..nothing. He just looked at me like I was an idiot.

Starting to feel like one, I felt a rather huge letdown overcoming me. I remembered this attitude. This Great Northern Dog Attitude of independence and aloofness. It was one of the things I liked best about him. I had forgotten while dreaming up our perfect Norman Rockwell scenario.

I said Hi…..Hi Oz….How are ya Boy? And patted my thigh like I wanted to pet him. Inside I was dying to smother him with hugs and adulation, rolling on the ground getting licks and kisses. But I suddenly realized, that was out of the question. He just sat there. No damn undignified bull for him. He just sat there looking at me. Every friend of his in the neighborhood was welcoming him back with their barking and running up and down the fence, and he just sat there, looking at me. Buddies on all sides of our yard…making a god awful racket and commotion. And he just sat there, looking at me.

I was getting uncomfortable. Where the hell was the wine when ya needed it dummy? I need a drink…..

And then…suddenly…while I looked around for a place to sit down, it started.

The Great Northern Howl.

The lips smacking, and the words trying to come out of his mouth, Husky style. And he sat there…and told me all about it.

The neighborhood grew suddenly quiet….except for the Great and Powerful Oz.
And he talked…trying so hard to make words…or maybe he was talking his talk….but it was eerie. It was a bit unsettling to my daughter and her friend….we looked at each other while Oz continued.

Just when I thought he was finished…came the frightening Howl. Long, lonesome, cold, and from a different place. Someplace I knew nothing about. A wild and desolate place. From somewhere a long time ago, and deep within his heart. His head was straight up, throat extended, aiming it at the universe. I am quite sure the whole of the universe heard it.

And then…he was done. I was stunned, and tears of total amazement were streaming down my face. He was finished. It was told. Done with.
He stood up, walked over to my chair, and laid down beside me, and looked up at me and put his chin on my thigh. I put my hand on his head. And through my stinging tears of remorse, I told him I was sorry. And that I would do my best to never let anything like that happen again. And his eyes closed, peaceful and at rest. And so did mine.


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Comments:
kmp4162

Jul 22 @ 12:24PM  
You people are really really strange
lovestobake

Jul 22 @ 12:27PM  
It goes way back.
Loreli

Jul 22 @ 12:28PM  
Awwww....sniff
Poor baby-he missed you!

You are loved.

(My Norwegian Elkhound howls like that, too!)
wandaful123

Jul 22 @ 12:32PM  
Now you both take a deep breath and begin again from now.... It ain't a bad place to begin, just watch.
misschoos

Jul 22 @ 12:34PM  
Wow! I wish I could have seen that.

I can see that, I can picture it all. ~*~


Tunes4u

Jul 22 @ 12:45PM  
A PET'S TEN COMMANDMENTS
1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful.
2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.
3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.
4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.
5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.
6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.
7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to.
8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.
9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old.
10. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can't bear to watch. Don't make me face this alone. Everything is easier for me if you are there, because I love you so


I received this from a friend yesterday, before the return of the King.

The person who sent it to me, still, has no idea what has been going on in my life concerning Oz or anything of the separation.

I also just want to say, I am ashamed.

I am ashamed I made up scenarios that were foolish and selfish. They come from too much tv, movies etc….they are fantasy….the reality is far different.

Our friends who walk on 4 legs are truly remarkable. I read about, and see with my own eyes…pets left in cars, abused, left tied up in the hot sun, left out in the cold. Not even a pail of fresh water. It is a national disgrace. I see children who know nothing about their family members, treating them like stuffed toys. We read about misguided people being mauled by wild animals thinking they are friendly playmates. Snakes and babies….the list goes on and on.


Since his “speech” to me last night, he has not uttered one sound.

I sat with him late last night out in his yard, and he decided he wanted to stay outside for the night. I got up early, made coffee, and sat out with him again this morning. He was tired. He slept a lot. In the warm morning sun. His sun. And I watched him sleep.

Please see them for who they are. They need us.

Thank you.

And to the guy who thinks this all strange.....

There in lies the problem.

ColdinWisconsin

Jul 22 @ 1:08PM  
Homehomehomehomehomehomehomehomehome

~*~
hpylady_

Jul 22 @ 1:10PM  
sigh ... don't feel ashamed .. you did what you thought was right at that moment .. it wasn't the perfect solution ... soo now we regroup and go again.

he is happy and content now and you have your buddy back .. all is well
Tanikogirl

Jul 22 @ 1:32PM  
The most important thing of all, two best friends are back together again and that is all that matters. So enjoyed reading all the events you both went through,thank you. Just great news!!!!
maggiemae684

Jul 22 @ 1:35PM  
it's obvious he had BIG stories to tell you about his adventures and is now content being back where he belongs....remember they choose us....not the other way round...
Josuha

Jul 22 @ 1:39PM  
I have two dogs.

If I know dogs, he was chastizing you..

The he forgives.

Dogs always forgive..
beckyiv42000

Jul 22 @ 1:49PM  
Oh Tunes Im so happy you got your buddy back... I know he was telling you all about his adventure and now is sleeping cause it was SUCH an adventure !! I surely would have loved to see him bitching you out talking to you... hugs my friend and enjoy your bestest buddy and maybe share the wine wif him yeah??? that mighta been what he was howling about
ColdinWisconsin

Jul 22 @ 1:52PM  
Quit showing off with all of your techie knowledge with the crossing out of words. It's taking away from the emotionality of this for me!
Snappygoddess

Jul 22 @ 3:22PM  
I am not ashamed to admit that while reading this blog I was crying....my lab Boomer is 13 yrs old...showing signs of damaged heart and lungs and yet when he sees us he jumps up with a look of pure love on his face. He suffers from bad hips and legs and can barely walk some days and yet....he loves...he forgives and he just keeps on keeping on. He inspires me to not give up

I totally get the connection you and your Oz have
mystery2u888

Jul 22 @ 4:33PM  
aww.........this is soo sweet there is a reason for everything
1frantastic

Jul 22 @ 5:03PM  
see! told ya y'all were parts of the same spirit! and he told ya all about it..."How could ya! ", he was saying!...but then he said.."Oh well...what's done is done....I'm home...now just hush and let's be together." and you shall.....forever whether in body or not...you cannot separate the spirit...once it has been united!
missliss78

Jul 22 @ 5:44PM  
Oh Tunes, you've done it again.....
with this wonderful rendering you've brought tears to my eyes that I cannot stop....
and then with your comment...more tears.
As for the "You people are really really strange" comment, I have to say....
This guy has no clue....he's never known the love of a pet....and he probably never will. Too strange for him.

Three cheers for you & the Great & Powerful OZ! ~*~
Fender

Jul 22 @ 6:56PM  
You made me cry too...I konw when I lost my dog a while back I cried...I konw when he looks at me with his eyes he understands me...Beautiful...
oceanlover734

Jul 22 @ 8:03PM  
Okay I'm sitting here crying. I'm not an animal person anymore. I refuse to let my heart go there again. But your stories make me remember the love of a dog and his her best friend. ~*~
lazareth

Jul 22 @ 8:29PM  
awww chit... you had to make me cry now, didn't ya?

At least the welcome home was better than what Laz gave me after my first week long trip to Iowa without him.... I came in late at night from a flight that was 3 hours delayed... dragged my suitcase to the bed room fully expecting Laz to greet me excitedly.... all he did was piss all over my suitcase and walked away....he pouted for two days
summerbreeze916

Jul 22 @ 9:41PM  
He's feeling hurt. He's making you suffer. He'll get better when your daughter and boyfriend leave to go back home, and he is not made to go with them.
Solitaire

Jul 23 @ 4:02AM  
I feel so guilty when I travel and leave my cat at home. I know she gets lonely, I can hear her meowling from the driveway. She is happy to see me, yet has to punish me too, for leaving her. I know she forgives me, but never forgets that I've abandoned her for days at a time. It doesn't seem to matter to her if someone else is there to care for her, she misses me and I've left her.

My bad.

Her personalized hairball in my shoes.
skylar4

Jul 23 @ 9:21AM  
I am ashamed I made up scenarios that were foolish and selfish. They come from too much tv, movies etc….they are fantasy….the reality is far different
No don't be ashamed.........He was angry at you & being stubborn & chewing your butt out because he didn't understand the why & was back talking you in his way (just like a 2 LEGGED kid would do ) He is at home now with his papa & will probably sleep peacefully for quite a while now for he probably didn't sleep much during his time away. Pets DO worry.....mine have recently done just that and made a long journey very well because all they had to do was look at me, hear my soothing words & know that I was with them as I always will be EVERY step of the way.
I am sooo Happy for You & Oz.................U now know that U belong to him. This has truly made my heart Smile. Relax now & bask in His love as he will Yours
debbz32

Jul 23 @ 6:10PM  
Welcome home Oz
silksox

Jul 24 @ 3:01PM  
How fortunate for you both...reunited


Silk
gunn12fan

Jul 26 @ 1:27PM  
welcome home Oz!
Tiramisu4u

Jul 26 @ 5:03PM  
Where have I been that I didnt see that Oz was coming home????

OMG...This is the best news I have had in a long time...

Bless your daughter for bringing him back to where he belonged. I join others here in having a *kleenex* moment while reading this.

I can feel your smile all the way to Idaho!
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