For anyone who is interested in me.
I wish i could re-do my profile..but i can't.
so..I'm going to write this down.
don't read unless you really want to.
It's freakin long.
I must admit..my life story is kind of long.So,i shall try
and make it short.*grins*
I did not always knew that i was dragon.Not untill i was
16 did my memories come back.I was looking at the water
reflect off onto my cealing from my fish-tank.All of a sudden..
it was like a flash of everything i ever knew and never knew,
or felt..comming back to me all in one second.It shocked me!
I was a female black dragon in my past life.Actually,my first
life i have ever lived...and on THIS planet.not in any old
relm or anything.I lost my parents to vikings,that killed them
both when i was 300 years old.That is NOT old for a dragon
like me.Actually..in human years i would only be 9 or 10
years old.I survived BY myself for 36 years after that.Then
the vikings came again..to slay me in my sleep.
I became earthbound for over 300 years.Yeah,I remeber all
of that.I had no name,and no memory about my dragon
culturs or ways.One day..Out-of-the-blue..for some odd reason,I was drivin to a babys body.One that was just about to be pronounced dead.I whent inside the body..and this
is how i came to be.
So,I was pretty upset and messed up knowing that my life
will be a lie..living among and as a human.
Untill that night.
I was 23 years old..walking into a store to buy my things.
I was looking closely to somthing i wanted.when i backed
up..i bumped into the tall,pale..vampire with red eyes.
I just though..maybe...just maybe he was just pretending.
cause..i did not really believe in vampires(vampyres)..back
then at all.
Well...this vamp started stalking me,breaking into my appartment.Leaving locks broken,windows open,things
lost and toren.then he started to attack me.
Yes,of course i search out for help.I got it..but it was too
late.I was beginning a change.Although an elder vamp
told me that HE did not do it right..the change did not
take place,but left me in great pain and alive in fear of
these creatures that exsist.
for two months..getting over the loss of my lover and
two children,another came.At first in a dream..and i did
not think that he was real in any way,but just trama.
Then..HE came.killed two of my best friends,terrorized
my entire family!and took everything that ment anything
to me away.He was upset..cause i did not want him.
I mooved away.He got very upset.
Lets say..he turned me half way.I was in so much shock,
i did not know what to do.Alot had been going on.
He would take every boyfriend i had away..or scared
them away.He would not let me live my life,or do anything that could get me out of here!!
i was in great pain from the half turning..that lead to
7 years.My brother..after a long time of loosing him to
this world to be on his own...he came back to me.
He came to my aid and protects me,and turned me fully,
but can only take so much out from what they vamp did
to me.
Yes,that vampire is still up my case.we are all working on
getting rid of him..but he seems to be very strong.:(
I'm in training with my brother and sister.So,maybe i can
better protect myself next time.
I'm still me,still dragon..and still a goth.Just with a new full
side of a hybred demon vampyre.
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Alot of new things rise in me.I crave so much,see and want
so many things.I can not have them now,but i hope soon
someday.the one thing i crave...the one thing that makes
my suffering impossible..is finding my lifemate.I did not
know vampyres felt so much this way.
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I live out in Farmland.no one here is like me in any-way.
It's so terribly alone.I lost all my hang-out buds,and more
then 80% of my family.I try to keep my mind on other things,
by writing poems,stories,and drawling.I do play games on
my DS light,GBsp,Gamecube and my old N64.
I do have a garden,although i can't be in the sun alot.
It grows without me.LOL
I have no actual,hang-to-be-with friends..and my grams is
the only one that lives near me.My big brother lives in
CA,my big sis in NJ,and my baby brother in KN.
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Someone asked me about my tattoo's here.I have 7 of them.
I did them all the old-worldy way.I used a blade and some
shark teeth.I used all natural ink..and took me about an
entire year to do.YES...it was painfull,but isen't that they way
it's suppost to be..and not be a cry baby about it?!heh.
My right lower arm has a blue celtic dragon.
My right upper arm has a tribe dragon.
My lower left wrist has the skull of the vampire temple on it.
My right thigh has a little black bat.
My right lower leg had a jack-o-lanturn on it.
my right lower leg..to my knee to my toes..has 8 fairy dragons,with stars and orbs on it was a band that wraps the leg.AND..my tummy..around my belly button..has a alchemy
fire dragon on it,surrounded by the very first alchemy symbols with an immortal star and a mortal star.
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