First off I know I am not supposed to post questions in here, so wne though that is what it is, it is more or less for venting. So on with it.....I just dont get it anymore. Day in and day out I hear women cry I wished I could find that gentleman/Prince Charming who will treat me the way I deserve and not take me for granted. I mean it is every damn day. I see it in profile, I see it forums and blogs, but when push comes to shove these same women shut down and further more fall back to that very same loser who blacked her eye or caused her miscarriage or whatever that they has just gotten rid of. I mean back when i wrestled and was in a different town and with a different woman/women every night and never gave them so much as a second thougt I had to beat them off with a stick. I literally couldnt see any peace. Hindsight dictates, that maybe I should have asked these women why they come back when I was one they was coming back too, but never in my life did I think the good guy really had it as hard as it was made to look. With that said, now that I have gotten older and the whorehopping days are behind me I want to have the true relationship. I mean even back in the day, I was never abusive or mean to any of those girls. I just did not have the time to give what they deserved. I get that I am a bigger guy. I wont deny that. But what about that I want to feel secure and protected. Do you honestly think that little preppy pretty boy that is 150 lbs can truly keep you safe. Barring that he is a martial arts master he is gonna be a speed bump to anyone who truly wished you harm. So i mean I am all about doing what it takes to make my significant other happy and safe. I dont claim to be the hottest thing on Earth, but I damn sure am not the ugliest either. I am very well educated and have drive and ambition. I mean forgiving my size and cosmetic limitations I would like to think I am a great catch. I am friendly, sincere, and non confrontational. No one is perfect, but I would like to think I am one of the better ones. Anyhow, all complaingin aside. What is it that makes these women tick? I truly dont know. Please dont say I am just not talking to the right ones. Everyone I met is like this to an extent. So again, what makes you tick? What does it take to get past this? Why is you do these things? I just dont get it and I am to the point where I am about to revert back to that ass who used women for what they are worth and not who they are. My feelings dont seem to matter, so why should I care? If you read this and have any insight, feel free to post it here or better yet, message me. I welcome all, because I am at wits end and am about to give up.... 
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