To all of thoes who are single. I know..that you know how it feel to have the Lifemate Blues. -- Have you ever sat and thought about what your lifemate might look like or sound like? They say..that..your lifemate is how you want him to be...as much as your the way he wants you to be.Looks,likes,dislikes,act likes, sounds,and smarts. Ever thought to yourself..'''I wonder what hes doing.''' or maybe '''I wonder if hes trying to look for me.'''
When you wait so long,you know that deep depression sinks in.It makes you think more things like.. '''I wonder if hes even alive.'''..or...'''Man..with my luck hes prob married.'''
I don't like thinking that,but you can't help it! Why time is taking so long.Why the pain never stops untill the other half of your heart reaches you.
-- I KNOW we all have made out in our minds to what he or she might look like.But,time CAN take a toll, and things can change to what we look like. Ever come up with a way he or she looks,and think to yourself.. '''NO one on this planet could possibly look like that..and still be single!''' Or..'''even exsist.''' what if your lifemate is struggling SO dam hard to find you, that he gets in an accident and maybe looses his legs,or arms or somthing. Maybe he binges on food so much out of sadness and lonelyness that hes gained ALOT of weight!
This is why i want to find him as soon as possible! I feel like,keeping time away..is making things worse then good. Everyone tells me to never stop looking. Don't worry about it,i don't think I'll ever stop serching. But,it scares me to think..maybe HE has.
Then my serch is pointless. --- I don't know how bad some people have the lifemate blues..but let me tell you. Mine is so bad..that i have no need for my life to get started. I feel lifeless,and meaningless to be alive without my other half. I will NEVER become anyone,or do anything that takes up my time and serch..untill the day or night we can be togeather. You think, this is silly.It IS not! Pain and suffering is NOT funny. Being alone is NOT funny. Half a heart is NOT silly.
To live life alone, is not living at all.
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