RainSongSpirit
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Aug 27 @ 7:30PM
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you have every right........people can be pond scum....and it sounds like he was toxic for you. deep breaths. It took me 2 and a half months. It DOES get better. I promise you. Stop all contact, let him go. You are a sweet lady and the man you deserve is looking for you. peace sista 
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Jacksonboy
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Aug 27 @ 7:31PM
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I can not think of anything to say that would comfort you.
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Tunes4u
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Aug 27 @ 7:32PM
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Amen ^^^^
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chubs
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Aug 27 @ 7:38PM
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it takes different people different amounts of time to get over what your going thru, kallie...I just hope you come out of it without any bitterness towards all of us men-pigz, because your a very attractive woman and they is someone true out there for you too, and you will find him if your heart is free! 
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RainSongSpirit
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Aug 27 @ 7:44PM
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ps. what worked for me. stop counting the days. I gave up at 52. It really helped. honest.
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PrettyGreenEyes578
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Aug 27 @ 8:04PM
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Releasing what is inside is healthy and allows a person to heal.
I am sorry you had to go through such an ordeal.
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daisy315
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Aug 27 @ 8:35PM
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he'll get what he deserves.. Karma can be a real BITCH!
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ragtopcookie
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Aug 27 @ 9:13PM
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So...where can one see a....cow pie?.........only heard of them.....  ..........cookie
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canyon1001
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Aug 27 @ 9:20PM
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There is an old proverb - "You reap what you sew" ... its so very true - he will get his someday. What you need to do is quit analyzing why it happened and dragging yourself through the misery and pain. You will come to the conclusion that its not you and its not something you did or should have done. It's his character flaw, his disregard for anyone but himself, and he has built a relationship built on sand - that is what he has sewn. I recommend you find a way to move on - you will be much happier and reopen the possiblity to let others in. Good Luck, from someone who has been there and survived.
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Wolf36
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Aug 27 @ 9:31PM
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Kallie, I think I've already said all I can. A person can drive themselves crazy, trying to find the answer to a question that makes no sense.
Take care, 
Wolf
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MrPaul
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Aug 27 @ 9:31PM
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You deserve better, hang in there
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leprichaun_magic
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Aug 27 @ 9:32PM
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Good luck kallie :)
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chubs
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Aug 27 @ 9:54PM
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here's another one, kallie...someday when you start dating again and he see's you with that lucky guy, its going to really bother him, and clothes are the best revenge...so, make sure ya dress sexy, jhey! 
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mystery2u888
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Aug 27 @ 10:21PM
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You already know how I feel about it  and that is all I will say 
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POPO
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Aug 27 @ 10:26PM
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Ms Kallie,
First of all I'm very sorry to hear things didn't work out 
When someone walks away from us, it's a hard blow to over come, I know it happen to me, We were in love, well atleast I was and thought she was too..
At the time it feels like their's a hole in your soul, an emptyness and loneliness
that seems to linger in your heart and mind. It feels like your broke and just can't seem to get fixed. Every sad song seems to say what you think and every love song only reminds you of the way it use to be.
When it happen to me I was tore up from the floor up.. I looked in the mirror and wondered what could I have done differently, How could something that seem so right end up so wrong, was I blind to give my love so freely, How could I have been such a fool not to see this coming? I gave my heart and soul, accepted her as is, loved her with all I had, yet still she found comfort in the arms of another. I wondered what he had that I didn't? I committed no crimes against the relationship, I wasn't tempted by the fruit of another, I could careless about the fruit of another, I thought we would always be together, and the love we shared would last forever, I was good to her, because I wanted to be her one and only, and there I sat Mr.Lonely, trying to figure out what I could have done differently?
If the true be known, their was nothing I could say, nothing I could do, I felt so sad and felt so blue, this was suppose to last forever, When she walked away, it felt like she might as well placed a gun to my head. But that was then and this is now.
It takes time to get over it and you should take all the time you need, often times some jump to or find comfort in the arms of another, and that usually is destin to go wrong also. It's nothing more then a Rebound. It seems like one day you wake up and realize your going to be just fine, As soon as you reach the point, when you don't look back the feelings start to fade away.
Everybody plays the fool sometime, theirs no except to the rule, (like the song) But the good news is that for everyone who walks away from us their are atleast 6 to 10 right behind them who would love to wear those shoes..  Forget about him and let it go, he made his decision, even though you have to live with it now, it will come back to haunt him. Right now he's riding the wave of newness, that doesn't last, their also is a chance she will do to him what he did to you, the law of sowing and reaping, always seems to come back around.
The woman who left me, for another, ended up being cheated on, women who I knew, who didn't know she was with him, were telling me of this man who was all over them, he was Mr.Charming, when I realized who they were talking about it was him, the guy she left me for. I don't think she cheated on me (physically)  I never knew her to be that way, But ironically life has a way of bringing it back around. I put all three women in touch with each other, so they could see he was playing all three. She left me for him, but it was me her made her aware he was playing her. Their no longer together.
You will be just fine, your a very beautiful woman from what I see, and I'm certain many men would be honored to have the same chance at winning your heart as he once had, and didn't value like he should have. Take your time and understand it wasn't you, I'm certain you did all you could and gave your love in everyway you knew how, he just didn't appreciate what he held in his arms.
Good Luck to you..
Popo
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Bdragon477
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Aug 27 @ 11:09PM
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howdy Kallie!
I was wondering to what happend to you.
I thought maybe sence you were writing so much..
you got famous or somthing.
living the high life of gold and fame.
but,
looks like your a stuck in the freakin mudd with
the rest of us loosers.
Heh...
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Sternfan69
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Aug 27 @ 11:39PM
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time heals all wounds,life goes on,,if it was meant to be,,,it was meant to be,,ummmmm,,damn i'm out of cliches that fast...lame
so,,dude was a two-timin ahole..dude leaves chick and chick can't understand why this other chick is better than her,and why he would prefer her..will she go down on him in a theater?
there's never really an answer to that one,,or if there is,,you really don't want to know what it is,,it won't make you feel any better,,
life is a series of learning experiences,,so,,,,,,
learn from it and grow from it,,,next time you will know:) you'll be fine
(just some random thoughts)
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silksox
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Aug 28 @ 8:08AM
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Hello Kallie
As much as you hurt...you "got out cheap" so to speak..because he could have waited until you were married and everything was joined...perhaps had children.
But trust this... He will be back..maybe later than sooner...They ALL comeback. My Mom used to say...Every Dog has its day!!! I hope by the time he returns your velvet poise has come back too...and you will be able to walk away from his pleading ...with a SMILE.
Just my 2c,
Silk
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southernlass
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Aug 28 @ 9:24AM
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It's going to take time to recognize that there is something better ahead for you and that you can't arrive at who he is until you close the door completely on el-jerko.
Even if there were nothing ahead and you remained on your own (which isn't likely to happen to you) it would be better than to be with a lying, backstabbing, unfaithful individual who didn't realize what he had. He didn't value what he what he had, though I bet he'll think twice about it later when he reaps what he sows.
You just realize that this could take a good year or more to wade through in order to get it behind you. There's no rush. You're young, pretty, intelligent, and have the world by the tail. Just easy does it -- relax. Go slow. Stick with group dates with your friends and revel in their love and broad shoulders.
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misschoos
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Aug 28 @ 4:17PM
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All that glisters is not gold - William Shakespeare - Merchant Of Venice
You will find happiness Kallie, but you have to find it within yourself.
Be strong, sorry you had a bad day.
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bman78
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Sep 23 @ 6:41AM
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wow..i have been in your shoes hun..and it does suck..my ex fiancee left me for one her daughter's supposed father..she then pretty much thought i was blind and never saw it coming, but i had my suspicions in the back of my mind that something wasn't right..you are right, time only dulls the pain..there are times where i just wanna redo my life and never got with this person..but then i am reminded that life isn't supposed to be fair and thatthings do happen for a reason
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Roverboy
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Sep 27 @ 1:18AM
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Kallie,
my ex fiancee left me in June '06, a week after my dad passed away! (I think she deliberately put off leaving because of that) I also worked for her, so I was out of a job as well.
We had a pretty intense relationship, so it took me a very long time to get over her. It appears that her departure was somewhat drug-related, based on her behavior in the months afterwards. She seems better now (we still talk once every few months, though she has since married "the other guy"), but who knows? She still calls me out of the blue to ask about things that I hadn't seen in 3 years - like, wether or not her F350 has a special socket for lowering the spare tire/if so, where is it! (uh...I haven't seen that in 3 years...if it's not in the same place now as it was then - I can't help you...) Makes me wonder what use that hubby is to her! 
I had a near identical situation recently: she wasn't a fiancee, but a friend of nearly 20 years, that finally said that she was interested in a serious relationship with me, which was all good, since I had always been very find of her also. 3 weeks after talking things over & deciding who will move where (she lives 900 miles away at present), she then lets me know that she's now seeing somebody else, and is very happy! 
Since I was unemployed at the time, I posted an ad on CL looking for people to hang out with in another town/state, went there as a sort of "vacation" as well as to look for work/possible relocation, made a few new friends, and I'm over her now. (I also haven't talked to her since)
It sucks to not have that friend around after being friends for so long, but she's the one that threw it away with her actions, and not me.
It also sucks that I didn't get any of the jobs/didn't get to relocate, but it was a start.
It takes time: but you need friends around you to help get you past it.
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