it has been a while since I have been online.
Life is good today. I am working for the same health care company and have been there for over a year.
I havent't lost more weight, but I am looking better than I have in years. I have a great person that loves the size I am and tells me just how pretty I am.
I have learned so much in the past two years. I have met so many new people and every single person has helped my in my journey to a new me. I have a new life one with so many gentle loving people that I can not imagine what life might be like if my ex husband had not left.
I wake up each morning hearing the loving voice of my new partner and soul mate singing how much he loves me and why. I go to sleep listening to his heart beat as he sings how my eyes are like the stars and how much he adores me. I watch him sleeping and think how lucky can i be to have someone like him in my life.
Someone that is so gentle, so sweet and yet so strong . My girls love him and he is often more of a mother hen to them than I am.
I found out I can be alone. I can survive if I am suddenly by myself again. I am taking life one day at a time not dewelling on what may happen or how life can suddely change and everything go away. He is the shining star of my life, he says I am his better half, yet I know he is mine. I am so grateful for him, so grateful that the Lord gave me someone that accepts me for just me, someone that can say I am sorry when he is wrong, someone that is as different to my ex as night is to day. Someone that sees all my faults and yet lets me know it is ok to be human and he loves me anyway. When I mess up, he smile, laughs and does something silly so I will feel better.
If i get upset at him he will say," what did i do? tell me so i can fix it." He has a humble nature that I love so much, yet sometimes he can't help but be a peacock. He is a good looking man. So strong, I love it when he picks me up like a baby or when he puts me on his shoulders and carries me through the water when we go swimming. How can I be this blessed? I thought love was gone for me and I would be alone forever. I now know that my ex leaving was the best thing for me. He brought out the worst in me. My heaven sent angel brings out the best in me.
I just pray that everyone here will be lucky enough to find their angel soon.
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