I'm Not Taking Your Calls posted 9/4/2009 6:27:40 PM | 5 kudos what's this?     report abuse

LipGlossQueen9

You've been bothering me on and off since November. Why? I can't understand it. I really thought I made it clear that it was over when I ended it in spring of 2008. I couldn't fake it anymore. It wasn't right to do it to you anymore. Even if I wasn't in a relationship I'd never take you back. Are you that desperate that you just keep trying anyway? Why can't you go find some borderline personality fake blond who wants you?

Stop holding it against me because I did the right thing. I can't care anymore and I refuse to carry any guilt anymore. I did it, I've felt my guilt and I cried about it, and now I'm done. At this point I've started to think you're more deranged than I did during that year that I was lying to myself about my identity, my life, and our relationship. We had some good times. It was cool when we made coffee on Sunday mornings and watched Chris Matthews and Meet the Press, and then when we watched the presidential debates in 2007, but I have Marko to do those things with now when he's here.

Please go back to getting lost in your fantasy world of happy white people. A world without cultural diversity. A world I choose not to believe in anymore because it's disgusting. You follow somebody that slaughtered people for the crime of being born, yet you attack other people's character. He would've slaughtered me because I'm bipolar. You know it took me years to realize that? I'm pretty ashamed of it. Maybe you should start to be, too. Especially because you claimed, and still do claim, to love me "more than anything" yet you subscribe to an ideology that wants people like me dead, or at least sterilized.

You talk about wanting to move back to "the Fatherland" yet people like you are not only frowned upon there, but your tattoos would get you kicked out.

Get over it. You're kind of pathetic, and so are all of your friends. I'm so much better than you and than all of that stupid crap that you're involved with and you dragged me so much further into than I ever needed to be.

I don't go by that name you knew me as anymore so stop calling. I'm not answering anymore. I can't take your calls, and I won't.

Conservative doesn't mean hate.

By the way, I'm southern Italian.

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