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Dear Universe,
Some years ago, I walked away from the love of my life, and never looked back. I made a conscience decision to do so for the reasons only known to you and her. I was fully aware of the deep hurt that my actions were to cause; but I am not one to stand in the way of someone's life path and block all the good they have within them.
In looking at the bigger picture, I knew that time would heal all, and had things remained what they were at that time, the organic movement of life/love would cease; thus causing the natural progression forward to whither and die. I didn't want that for neither her, nor myself.
Though we both have moved on with our lives independent of each other, somehow, we are still running "emotionally" parallel with each other. You have managed to bring this to my attention in ways I could never understand. Why have you made me aware of her where-abouts, her curiosity about mine, and why have you allowed my mind to be continuously flooded by thoughts of her?
Are you informing me that it's time for us to reach out to one another?
Or is it time for something else?
Anonymous......
WOW.....sometimes you read things or see things and it is like someone picked your brain, ya know......
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sweetxy
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Sep 10 @ 4:14PM
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Good share ,,thank you ,and a lot of thanks for that foolmoon ,,oo p ! fullmoon night
Well I prefer the second line at the end of your blog
there're many reasons to cause relationship end but most one is getting hurt from one another, lack of communication or whatever but if one had made it so clear to the other I'd say "be confident."
“He who is humble is confident and wise. He who brags is insecure and lacking.”
Unknown
"go ahead and make my day " ( Clint Eastwoon, dirty Harry..i guess!)
I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts,
there can be no more hurt, only more love
:.Mother Teresa
Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being
hurt, deeply hurt ... by someone you trust.
Unknown
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Hooks
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Sep 10 @ 5:02PM
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Uh huh, been there did that. Now in retrospect I have to wonder do we use that "you feel it would be better for a person without you, or you are in their way blah blah blah", because somewhere inside you know you shouldn't be with them. 13 years after I chose to leave because they deserved better, we crossed paths again. We both had been through failed marriages, and were currently single. We decided to meet for a drink, and I remember a voice in my head, as I sat waiting for her, saying run, don't walk, to the nearest exit!  I stayed, we got married, within a year we were both misarable, I tried to make it work for a long time. A bandaid is of no use for a heart attack, won't fix a dam thing!  I have spent a very, very long time waiting for the papers to be signed (how fitting that she agreed this past Labor Day)  So even though I thought by leaving the first time I was doing something almost noble, I probably knew that it wouldn't work somewhere deep inside. They say love is blind, but be careful as it can make you quite stupid too! 
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LJRite
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Sep 10 @ 5:24PM
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THX for comments.......
I have some thoughts on the whole thing myself but as I have heard and read many many times, feelings of the heart can make your head do very very stupid things. Why? I dont know but I def know I am not only a victim of such acts but also a perpetrator so  is what it is, right........
Just makes it so difficult to move on and the ...well I am tired of sounding like a broken record again thx for the comments....... 
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sweetxy
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Sep 10 @ 5:25PM
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In8olGxtxCA  Hope you like it GF
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LJRite
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Sep 10 @ 5:29PM
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Make-believing were together
That Im sheltered by your heart
But in and outside Ive turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
Sweety....... 
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butterfly943
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Sep 10 @ 11:12PM
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Wow I like it too...I was thinking of a past love today as I do from time to time..was gonna blog about it but couldn't get the words down right maybe I get get them right soon...great blog
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