Im going to change my profile a bit here. Im just going to talk a little 'bout myself so you get the picture..and can decide from there. Im shy. But its not that Im all shy, its just the rejection part that gets to me, I feel like an idiot after. Ive had a very very very rough life. Im a special man. I am not all that eccentric, but Im quiet, to myself, I like my tranquility, peace, quiet places. Im not adventurous except maybe in trying new foods. I have had to deal with Anxiety to a point where I dont want any kind of stress in my life, and if I detect a problem in the works, I boldly dump where no man has dumped before. I tend to sleep alot. Mostly because all my energy has been sapped outta me a long time ago, and gave up the rest dealing with my anxiety for the last time. Now Im not suffering, unless im stimulated in such a way, where I will feel the anxiety sledge hammer beginning to pound me in the gut, to which I will say..."lets sit down and relax, and wind down...while I write in my journal...or go lay down, to collect myself"....Im being serious.... Im not that party personality, Im not that agressive moron you see usually reving his engine for everyone to notice...Im not that noisy neighbor...I dont even talk to my neighbors...frankly Im a decent man, and I just dont like things getting outta hand too much...and new things particularily bother my anxiety..... I go slow..not fast....I take my time, and I like to be up at night, with my Lord, listening to gregorian chant, renaissance, baroque, or gospel..with a devotional candle lit incense burning, praying, or writing, and just letting my mind wander.... and yes I even do my psychology studies at night.... Im an unconventional student, an unconventional chivalrous Pastor, and I am completely self taught by what the good Lord offers me to learn. I indeed know my psychology well enough to be helpful, but I have no degree. My degree is in the "physician heal thyself" category, so I know what things can be like, and I take it from there to help others...Im a natural shrink...and I think I do better than psychology text book regurgitators, and Im well versed in psychiatric meds. I make an excellent friend, with a good character to rub off on to you, im funny, and wierd (yes I'll admit my simpsons style of humor)... I like peaceful times, not agression, not arguments...and toxic people receive my prayers, not my company...not unless I have to. If want to get a hold of me, normally Im up at night, so call and I will be there to talk if you cant sleep over something...Im a good listener...(I studied it) LOL... or you can find me at my local little bistro, restaurant hang outs..where I drink my coffee and do my journalings, daily prayer, bible study, and psychology applications.... (I use what I learn on me first, before I will agree to use it on anyone else...it has to work for me, before I can be satisfied it will work on someone else)..Im not a hypocrit....and I practice descretion...I tell the truth...but I will withhold information (if it would be damaging to the recipient, or to someone else who has me in confidence)....
anyway thats me... and theres more, but I wanted you to get a feel for me the person...so then if you find me appealing, you will be somebody acceptible to me too.
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