I will warn you now, there are things in this blog that may disturb some people. And , for the record, I am against any form of rape, and think these pig f**kers should be exectued on the spot. Including polanski.
Hunter called me today about an hour ago. I ended up coming back down here and getting stoned out of my f*cking gourd. The world is a little safer now. I think I might still be crying, I think i can feel a tear. He called becaus he missed me so much and wants to hang out with me sometime. She is making his life a living nightmare. That whore went on his myspace page and took me off. THE ONLY REASON I dont kill her is because I have people to take care of and watch out for. My father, Hunter and my kitties. That and I dont want to go to prison, the food there SUCKS. .......Yeah, I was in SPU, secure psychiatric Unit, located in the center of Concord State Prison. Fear? When you have a guy tell you that you are going to give him your coffee in the morning, or he will be in there for another life sentence, kind of knocks you off your ego on your ass. He could have picked me up, snapped me in half, and took my coffee without breaking a sweat. I was watched closely though because I wasnt a felon, just a threat to myself in a violent way. They were the only place at the time to deal with me. Thats where I fell in love with Rocko's Modern Life on nick. One of the gaurds daughters would watch it and she liked to watch it with her. Thats the place where all my writing was destroyed. I did meet a couple people who also watched out for me. I was about 155 pounds at the time, the drug abuse had taken its toll on me. It wasnt if I had this macho disilusion that i could kick anyones ass.
I think i started typing about Hunter
Anyways, I will do whatever I can to protect my little man. The next phase is to go to Trinity's father. lisa tried pulling the "he raped me" shit. What it was, ws an attempt to get bill out of the way by either signing his parental rights over to her, or put him in prison. I do not like him in the least, hes an asshole. But, he was trying to start a new life with someone. Yes he did have sex with her........ill be right back, I have to find sand paper to get that out of my head. Anyways, when the kids were taken away for neglect, she started this whole "he raped me 5 or 6 months ago" shit. And she only mentioned it to one of her online friends on the other side of the country. There are too many flaws in that story. I wont go into details, but I will say, there were no signs. My sister is an emotional person and when something goes wrong, she always called my mother for sympathy. Also, I was around her during the month of April and even when we went to Texas, she never mentioned anything. She talked about EVERYTHING. The topic of rape would have been more of a pleasant one, rather than what she did with who. (see disclaimer at the top) No wonder I need therapy.
I will take her out of the picture by any legal means possible.
I could not take seeing another me created in this world, and its happening before my eyes.
Well, time for another bowl. What time is it? 4:20, am or pm, take your pick. I also have new pics of the kitties. I just have to find a program to resize them, and I can put them up here. I may try to put them on myspace when im not so upset. ..............or stoned.
Larry
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dizzydoll

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Oct 10 @ 12:24PM
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just remember Larry, you have no control over anyone elses life but your own. try to focus on the things you want
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sybnann

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Oct 10 @ 1:16PM
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I agree with dizzy, Larry.... if you don't take care of you, who will be there for dad, Hunter, and the kitties? I am sure you don't want to go back to prison or the hospital or any place like that, so put YOU first, at least to a degree to avoid all of that!
Good Luck to you!
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legacy1

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Oct 10 @ 2:35PM
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Wow man...it took stones to post what you did and thanks for sharing. I can understand your frustrations...I have an ex and at times we didn't always agree on how to raise the kids etc so I would just take a deep breath and prayed her decisions would work. Usually they did but like what the others have said on here...we have no control over what other people can do...is it frustrating? Of course it is...but be safe and sane bro as I am sure you don't want to end up back in the rock...
One day at time Larry...one day at a time!
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DRACULA_VwV

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Oct 10 @ 3:19PM
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