Friday 9th October 2009
I have attended church the last few weeks, a virtual church, it is the same God just in a different format. I listen to the preacher there, a Dr. something. He is from some American state, not sure which one, but I like his voice and what he says is interesting. I do not agree with all of it, and I am not even sure if he is preaching the right stuff. Some of it I do not like. He had a guest visitor the other day who said, ‘’you have to be born and raised as a Christian, you cannot pick it up later on.’’ Just before that, the pastor had talked of his own dad, a reformed alcoholic, who found God later on in life. So I suppose it is what his guest said I do not like. When I think about it, he could be right, how would I know? Perhaps people like me we were all born and raised in faith, and en route we lost a vital something.
I am unable to attend church this weekend due to software issues. I do not suppose people have ever had that problem before. I wonder if God is aware of the technological issues related to virtual church and if He will understand. I will write a prayer this weekend instead.
Monday 12th October.
Dear God,
I did not write the prayer I promised and I am not going to make excuses about it, I did not do it, that is all. I will. I have not been to virtual church tonight either, I have lost my link and ‘Dr. something’ only brings up stuff about popping fresh love engines in Google. I will try to find my pastor tomorrow and I will write that prayer.
mauz.
Tuesday 13th October.
I have hit a rock lately, I am feeling like a hermit crab on a large cold expanse of shore. I know God has all the answers, it is all there in black and white and all I have to do is find them. I will. I am on this site for now and have been since last evening. It is the early hours, the prayer still on my mind, it will be done. For the moment however I want to keep an online diary, compose a decent profile and this is the way for me right this instant, a sort of therapy if you wish. I am not sure if anybody will read this on my profile but yes I care I would like one person to read it at least, perhaps the soul I am searching for. The one who is as imperfect as myself…a friend…mauz.
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