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  misschoos

My most powerful sexual organ has been starved of late by the penetration of a good, kind and honest, decent soul.

I’ve been in harm’s reach for quite some time and though I feel the warmth of the sunshine seeping in through this cool and somewhat private existence, there is a place called solitude that I’m apprehensive to leave.

I have felt torn by the good, the bad and the ugly, my wounds are raw but clean and signs of infection appear to have lifted. I need to heal and take my time. Eventually I’ll test the calmness of the waters and the direction of the wind before I slowly, gently and cautiously lower my torso back into the deep.

It’s been a long time since Dirty Filthy Love, a real eye-opener of a film about a young man battling to come to terms with OCD and Tourette’s. This weekend was a new experience for me too as I spent time with people suffering differing degrees of OCD; from having to always leave two items on dinner plate to restricted travel, due to the number of corners that can be turned on a journey. These are friends I’ve known for a few years, but I never knew, I wasn’t aware of their issues. They have talked about them recently and have allowed me to understand. These are things that have always gone unmentioned in the past. But it’s all about understanding and with that understanding comes tolerance.

Communication is the key to friendships, it is the only way. I never once doubted those friendships, yet without the knowledge and understanding, I may have lost something at some point, somewhere along the way.

That aforesaid communication has to ultimately be a two way thing, that is crucial! It’s no good shooting off emails, IM‘s, texts, blogs or any other one way format.

The spoken word in sync is ultimate.

That being said, I am still missing the vital stimulation of my most powerful sex organ and there is nothing dirty or filthy about it. Nothing vile, no vulgarity here, no disguised swear words, just pure innocence.


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Comments:
WSOR

Oct 14 @ 7:07PM  
Good to see you back !!
Santo007

Oct 14 @ 7:08PM  
hey, michael sheen in this film
he is now in THE DAMNED UNITED playing here now
teddybearr48

Oct 14 @ 7:12PM  
Wooo whoo

1frantastic

Oct 14 @ 7:20PM  
But it’s all about understanding

and the mind IS the largest and best sex organ of all...but not everyone has one...some have lost theirs....





in the meantime...fantasy is alive and well and is a GREAT substitute...after all it is YOUR own MIND.....lol!




and some of us souls understand from whence thou comes.....
PrettyGreenEyes578

Oct 14 @ 7:23PM  
I am so happy to see you, My Friend!

sweetxy

Oct 14 @ 7:32PM  
Choos I'm glad to see you back.
Wing_Zero_75

Oct 14 @ 7:34PM  
Im glad your back. Ive missed your blogs and sense of humor on things. I like the new pics as well. I hope you stay around for a bit longer this time.

Larry
skylar4

Oct 14 @ 7:45PM  
Hello My Sweet Friend
I am soooo very glad to see you back
Jacksonboy

Oct 14 @ 8:02PM  
She is back I will have to read your blog sometime but for now, She is back
HUGS4UANDME

Oct 14 @ 8:07PM  
good to see you choosy welcome back
Fender

Oct 14 @ 8:42PM  
The human brain is the most powerful sex organ that exists...I think, or did I read that tripe somewhere? Do you remember darling?
Tiramisu4u

Oct 14 @ 9:22PM  
Great, Big, Warm, Hugs and Welcome Back!
ANGRY_MUPPET

Oct 14 @ 9:46PM  
welcome back diamond lady
beckyiv42000

Oct 14 @ 10:09PM  
I have felt torn by the good, the bad and the ugly, my wounds are raw but clean and signs of infection appear to have lifted. I need to heal and take my time. Eventually I’ll test the calmness of the waters and the direction of the wind before I slowly, gently and cautiously lower my torso back into the deep.
Take as long as you need .. move as slow as you need to...one pinkie toe at a time and if ya have to wait till the waters warms up to your liking...rushing headlong into foolishness only causes pain.. be careful and take time for YOU...


even tho I missed ya and am glad you are back I wont push ya into nothin
SpiritOrnery

Oct 14 @ 10:11PM  
matisse731

Oct 14 @ 10:54PM  
Glad you're back I went to see the new pics. They're Great !
wandaful123

Oct 14 @ 11:58PM  
You're welcome.
Mission_Impossible139

Oct 15 @ 12:00AM  
The Doors: "Before you slip into unconsciousness
I'd like to have another kiss
Another flashing chance at bliss
Another kiss, another kiss
The days are bright and filled with pain
Enclose me in your gentle rain
The time you ran was too insane
We'll meet again, we'll meet again
Oh tell me where your freedom lies
The streets are fields that never die
Deliver me from reasons why
You'd rather cry, I'd rather fly
The crystal ship is being filled
A thousand girls, a thousand thrills
A million ways to spend your time
When we get back, I'll drop a line "


Later
Roverboy

Oct 15 @ 1:52AM  
Good to see you're back again!

And, if you're ever in central California...
Borty

Oct 15 @ 3:28AM  
Thankyou for writing your blog...
Timber52

Oct 15 @ 3:49AM  
Glad to see you back!!
jerzygrl328

Oct 15 @ 9:18AM  
I'm so glad you're back!
jowi369

Oct 15 @ 3:39PM  
ColdinWisconsin

Oct 15 @ 5:58PM  
Good to see you back!

However...I disagree!

It’s no good shooting off emails, IM‘s, texts, blogs or any other one way format.

The written word is rarely a one way format in any form. Take a look at the blogs for example. we write for ourselves, yet they touch many. When I write IM's (VERY personal0 or letters (soul sex in my mind) I am putting huge bits of myself out there.

Some of my closest relationship begin with the written word and continue on to this day with it.
dizzydoll

Oct 16 @ 12:25AM  
The spoken word in sync is ultimate.

thats true... i can be completely tuned off by a bad voice. Good to see you back, next time you know better than getting involved with the ugly
blkfoot1954

Oct 16 @ 9:46PM  
I am so glad to see you back here.I have missed you sweetie.
HUgssssssssss
CHARLIgurl1

Oct 17 @ 8:17AM  
misschoos

Oct 17 @ 2:41PM  
However...I disagree!

It’s no good shooting off emails, IM‘s, texts, blogs or any other one way format.

The written word is rarely a one way format in any form. Take a look at the blogs for example. we write for ourselves, yet they touch many. When I write IM's (VERY personal0 or letters (soul sex in my mind) I am putting huge bits of myself out there.

Some of my closest relationship begin with the written word and continue on to this day with it.

I was talking specifically about one way communciation in any format whereas you cannot beat the spoken word in a two way, simultaneious conversation.
bardnsage

Oct 17 @ 3:01PM  
No need to prostrate yourself before the alter of love,,, or the alter of OCD.

Sometimes,,, we are just idiots,,, temporary, foolish, idiots. And of course,,,
sometimes we surround ourselves with them.

The Good, the Bad, and Ugly.

You just beleive in you. And you excpet that sometimes the tracks only get fixed once the train jumps off of them, a time or two. We just chug along, and then a tornado comes and wipes out the middle of the train. When we stop to see what happened,,,, the rest of the bagage we were hauling slams into us,,,

Train Wreck

You are just fine. In fact,, better than fine. Once you get back to your writing, you can use your laptop to excise the ugly bits that are pulling you off track,,, like this.

Laptop Power

Now,,, enjoy life,,, and all the quirky stupid stuff that makes it so damn intresting. Just face your enemies, both internal and external,,,, and put a cute little song in your heart,,, one that makes you smile,,, and go about the business at hand,,,

Like this.

hmmmm ,,,, they look thirsty....
mystery2u888

Nov 14 @ 4:00AM  
I always know your coming back





I know you can never stay gone....... xoxo
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