This blog isn't normal for me. There's no anger, no pain, and no regret.
See, there's this woman (Don't most messes start with that line?  ) friend of mine. A real Sweetheart. So much so that she used that as her nickname. We talk on the phone and text like any normal friends do.
The problem was, I found myself developing a small crush on her. Yeah, I know, that much was obvious.  Maybe it was loneliness, maybe it was something else. But my mind was trying to create something that wasn't there. We both knew it but never said anything. Instead, she was sweet enough to let me try to work it out of my system so she could continue being the great friend that she is. We continued to talk, sometimes about nothing at all. Just bullshitting with each other.
Eventually I found myself in my current position. Not only with an amazing friend, but a better understanding of how my own mind works. Thanks Jen (Sweetheart) for being such a good friend. And thanks for letting a goofy goober do his thing. (Not what I meant ya pervs)
Sometimes, we're all a goofy goober
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edthepoet
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Oct 17 @ 11:39PM
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I have talked to her on the phone as well and she is fun and interesting to talk too.
It's good that she was sweet enough to keep your emotions in check without costing your friendship.
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gypsy29
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Oct 17 @ 11:45PM
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That is sweet. Crushes can help us learn a lot about us and make life more interesting. Congrats on a good friend.
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MrPaul
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Oct 18 @ 12:31AM
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blkfoot1954
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Oct 18 @ 12:37AM
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She is a wonderful person.A real sweetheart 
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dizzydoll
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Oct 18 @ 2:02AM
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i have got a crush on someone we will only meet in our next lives 
ima goofiy goober too
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SpiritOrnery
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Oct 18 @ 8:11AM
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Eh, I get crushes all the time. Myself, I see crushes strictly as opportunities to exercise my Love and each person I crush on as totally unaware of my crush and completely removed from the actuality of my feelings. It is all me, not really anything to do with them other than a nice target for my 'love'. Needless to say, anytime my crush is returned in kind...  ...I am astonished! It is like muscles. You don't ever use them, you lose them.
Crush away! Have to keep that Love muscle exercised til you need it for real.  (Crushing on Kjac again)  
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ColdinWisconsin
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Oct 18 @ 4:40PM
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A kind, gentle soul that woman is. She's open. Her heart is. And it's soft and gentle.
Not many of love step into our lives, we are truly blessed when they do. 
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