~I Will NOT!!! GIVE UP!!!~ posted 10/23/2009 6:13:11 PM | 6 kudos what's this?     report abuse tagged: life

butterfly943

For the past few days I have been busting my butt getting stuff done around home and Im tired
real tired but in a good way the kinda way that lets you know your moving instead of just sitting still

The ever present road blocks are there of course..but I just want to keep moving through life hoping one
day they will become so small I can swat them away like a gnat.

Helping my brother move his room around may not sound like a big deal but it can be because he
would like it if someone else did it for him- MOM or ME..he would rather sit on his butt and watch..
NOT ON MY WATCH!!! so every few minutes he kept saying I need a break..ok..I will just wait
until your done with your break ..finely after MANY MANY breaks its done.

Helping Mom--what can I say the more I try the more she worries I think shes to old to do
things for herself, this is so far from the truth..Mom is the strongest woman I know and im not
just saying this because shes my Mom I am saying it because it the truth. Not many people
go through what she has and get up to face another day..one day I will write a blog to
my Mom letting her read it to understand that hey its ok to have a bad day from time
time..she IS and will ALWAYS be my HERO

Sorting out the abundance of paper work court documents, victim notices, transcripts , pictures of
my brothers head injury, xrays,so many medical records Ive lost count,and of course his medical
bills-over the million dollar amount now..oh yea a copy of the one and ONLY payment on his medical bills
from SC Victims Advocacy fund..yes I know be greatfull they paid anything at all. I am greatfull
but it sure would be sweet if just 1 out of the 9 people that did this to him had to pay something
hell anything but they don't unless you can say they paid by being sent to prison for a few years
then when they get out its over for them but it sure isn't for us, his injuries are for life.

Yup its a good tired im covered in bruises (the joy of blood thinners) I got the crap stung out
of me first thing this morning (remembered to remove my ring) before having a panic attack wondering
if I am allergic to what? heck if I know I didn't see it before it got me..am I able to breathe?
well of course now I am but at the time I panicked I couldn't just my everyday crap..I went
on to fix Roxy's house (dog) took Pooh (dog) for a walk fed Gator (bird)

So I guess Im done complaining for now Ive licked my wounds once again---I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!

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