I hate the world, I hate existence, If I had my way I would end ALL of creation, but other than that, today wasnt too bad.
I got to hang out and work with my neice for a few hours cutting, splitting and delivering wood. The guy paid us in advance for the next truck load. ummmm, While delivering the wood, I rang the doorbell to make sure of where to put it. Unloading it as close as possible does make it easier. Anyways, The door opens and my brain stopped. My little *coughs* brain *cough cough* tried takling over, but thats like trying to start a car thats been left out in the elements for about 20 years, no go. While this is happening, Im stuttering over my words trying to figure out what to say to this beautiful woman in front of me. Her eyes were a beautiful blue, her lips...... her....... well, lets just say, DAMN. She wasnt some skinny flake, but perfect. Shit, I would cut off toes.....Hell, I dont need legs to read and play video games....... for one.......... ahem As the process of switching "thinking" mechanisms took place, I stalled and managed to look stupid, as usual.
The sad part about that is I am starting an inferiority complex again, I felt human for almost a moment.
I talked about the christian implications in cinema using Event Horizon, the movie, not the edge of a black hole, as reference. How the writers beliefs are trasnparent in how they write their movies. The "evil" dimension like Hell. Try explaining that to someone who has no knowledge of heaven or Hell and you come up with a curious look.
We talked about energy and how to manipulate it using a form of mobile meditation. Basically, you put your desires into a thought, and then let your mind go, kind of like putting it in nuetral. About an hour later, what she wanted happened out of the blue. No rhymn or reason, it just happened. Its cool shit. We also talked about what happens if the planet is like a battery with only so much energy to feed life. Now with the population of many species of creatures, including man, are we sucking the life from this world? Another topic was about infinity and how a human mind will never be able to truely comprehend its concept. Love, they say is eternal, granted I think thats a crock of shit, but thats me. People die and what is there? The soul? Together forever. But how long is that? With my mother 10 minutes was an eternity, let alone in a car with her for about 4 hours or so a day for 37 days. It wasnt so bad when she fell asleep, and she bitches when I pulled off the road to pee at times. Anyways, how long is forever? And a minute more, and one more, and now a year and a decade. Maybe thats Hell, being stuck with someone like that. Come play with us, forever and ever and ever. Yeah, I loved the Shining. Before King started to SUCK. Maine can eat shit. We have a true literary genius in our state. J.D. Salinger. So kiss my ass, you guys suck. 
I feel like I just time traveled with those last couple lines, I was back in first grade. hehe. F*ck it, im in a good mood. OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH My yahoo mail just sent an info thingy about my subscriptions on youtube and LipGlossQueen was apart of the info. Sweet. I loved her take on obsessed Sailor Moon anime, I almost peed myself laughing. Some dude had his Sailor Moon panties in a major bunch over the differences in translation so Americans could understand. (for those who havent seen it) So Im off for now.
Enjoy your night and if you have any green or bud, take a hit for me man and I will do the same for you. 
The bananas dont care if your black white christian, Satanist, republican or democrat, they dance for all of us man.
Larry
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