I hope you know that I'm here for you. I've been missing you lately...I think I know why though. I understand that your busy. I just want you to know that right now...While your hurting, my heart is with you even if I can't be.
...I wish I could say something that would make it better. Or, that I could take a big eraser and get rid of all the stress, drama and crap and make it back to the way it used to be. I can't do that though, I wish I could, for your sake.
You've alway's been here for me no matter what. Listened to me complain about my shiat. I can't tell you how much I appreciate that. Because truthfully you sit there and listen to me say the same old stuff, I haven't changed anything that I should...Yet you don't judge me. You listen and care.
...You've helped me in way's I can't even describe. I can't tell you how many times you've brightened up my otherwise shitty day because you made me laugh like a lunatic...Over the silliest things to. Of course, they did deserve to be laughed at. You've given me hope that there are still decent and good people out there in this world. You have shown me that being genuine is wonderful. I am so grateful for that.
You are like family to me. When you hurt, I hurt. I only hope that everything works out for the best because I love you inside and out. You are the sister I've never had. The one I was never blessed enough to get. So many damn times instead of telling me to shut up and change things because in my heart, and I'm sure in your mind...We both know I have to do that.
...I fear change though. I'm scared. I wish I could be brave like you. Unafraid to stand alone and do what I know in my heart is right. Instead I just coast. Putting up with what you wouldn't. You've been though so much...So have I. Yet there have been times when I'm sure you needed to talk to me...Instead you just kept on letting me whine. Which is what I'm good at. Because if I'm not going to resolve these issues, it's all I really can do.
I just want you to know I'm here...I will alway's be here for you. Nothing can change that. I won't be anywhere I can't be reached today and tomorrow. I cannot get through to you, but if you need me...Pick up the phone.I'm sure I can shut up and listen for a change. It's the least I can do.
...Remember, those who say you can't pick your family...Well they lied. Because I did. I chose you. I love you sister of my heart...
Fender.
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