I don't know about all the rest of you out there, but
I am wondering if anyone else been threw this or might know what it is.
Ever lay in bed.. half awake and feel this darkness below you?
Like a swirrling pit of chaos,hate,and sorrow.It almsot feels like you are
going to fall right threw your bed!You can feel this gaint hand of pure evil
trying to reach up and tear the spirit right out of your body..to set your emotions
free from reality.
You don't want it to get you,
but you feel as if it DID take you,that
you will become someone else when you wake up.
Someone without emotion,with a tone of hate,agression,sorrow,...that a great
darkness will cool your heart,and you will become a psyco killer
It's almost like one step before you loose your freakin mind!
One pull away from reality...cause of this 'evil Thing' that has growen
threw years and years of torture and pain,lonleyness, and loss.
I am not shure what this is.
Or..what is going on with me.My baby brother told me..that he has
had this happen to him as well.He is the only one that knows what i am
talking about...well...so far.
All that keeps me from entering the Evil Things grasp,
is the thought ..that maybe someday i will meet up with my loved ones,
and possibly get to finally have my lifemate with me.
Saving me from pure hatred and the cold of lonelyness.
Even if it is only a 1% chance of me,
getting my lifemate,or my loving family into my heart forever.
It's enough to not drown myself in that evil chaos.
Time is short though.
I don't know how much i can hold on.
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moon_watcher53
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Oct 26 @ 11:16PM
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I dream quite a bit Bdragon, for me its the garbage dump for my mind I do believe. If you don't read stuff like that or watch movies with that type of activity I wouldn't have the least idea as to where its coming from. However, if I were to have something occur like you've described I believe the first thing I'd do would be to call Dr. Phil and get an appointment for an exorcism !!
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snidegrass
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Oct 26 @ 11:20PM
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i know what you mean. i lost two sisters
at age 2. we were triplets. fraternal.
they were twins, i was the odd one out.
they looked exactly alike, i didn't look
too much like them. they 'vanished'.
parents blocked it out, too painful.
another family mystery. mya lattman
had many family mysteries too.
she's about, if she was 18 in 1978
how old would she be now? add
31 years? is that right? she' be 49.
she's pretty private though.
she told me she don't want my voice
anymore. i broadcast bad breath. lololol. hooked on cigarettes still.
but still breathing. gotta go smoke. tobacco. god speed now. good luck.
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snidegrass
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Oct 26 @ 11:55PM
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the lattman family had lots of heart problems.
now that can mean lotsa things. bad heart.
the one inside your chest or the abstract one.
like broken hearts or just kinda wicked.
they were kinda a wicked israeli mafia family.
the mossad offshoots and stuff. and i had
to kinda infiltrate them as part of my secret job.
and so mya got pregnant during all this.
but its okay, our daughter, who may be you.
oddly enuff. adoptions. com. or whatever.had a
daughter who is now 13, and is called princess i lien
of israel. we recently saved her, on a major journey
and hiding. she is very militant for israel. believes
god should pay us to take out a loan from him.
and that he owes israel and everyone else
big money. now. she sued god and won.
so i king kracker kordoba there up kor, mountains
of morocco, taught her all the moves of the black arts.
so she can defend herself, in this very volatile
and dangerous. world. and also her entire kingdom
of israel and beyond. its the only kracker thing i could do.
i like krackers. animal krackers, vegetable thins, saltines,
ritz krackers. all kinds of krackers in this world.
as king kracker kordoba i'm not all that i'm kracked up to be.
but from sea to sea, we get to see. don't go blind.
study medicine on the net. halt all decisions. diagnoses
are very difficult to make. but can be convenient for
base pay, such as ssi, social security disability.
why, dear, my back hurts so much, i can no longer
slave in the fields weeding, from dawn to dark.
the promised land of welfare beckons>>. as base pay.
now getting away with under the table work after
that is a major mystery. income tax. irs men.
social security nazi overseers. who wish to cash in on the cashless.
learn accounting. become a c.p.a. today. in one lesson.
what numbers will we put down on the irs tax forms?
what ever ones, make us richer. why? that's wickedness
though mr. ginne though. then mein bookkeeper, be ye free,
lose your job and live on krackers and water alone.
man does not live on aire alone. he needs lotsa
lettuce to live on. lettuce is a gangster word for money.
yea, even counterfeit money. there are those who oppose
counterfeiting. of all currencies around the world.
its only your natural penchant for piracy that is luring
you into the outlaw world of legal piracy and fascinating
fun. see ya around hon. i gotta right some puns. now i feel
better. confession is so good for the soul. its off my chest.
to your treasure chest. have fun pirate pam.
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Wing_Zero_75
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Oct 27 @ 12:44PM
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you will become someone else when you wake up.
Someone without emotion,with a tone of hate,agression,sorrow,...that a great
darkness will cool your heart,and you will become a psyco killer There are those strong enough to take on the darkness and still maintain their identities. The weak ones are just tools and puppets.
It's almost like one step before you loose your freakin mind It isnt insanity that it drags you in to, but shows you the insaniy going on around you. Kind of like Nietzsche, I believe he went insane because he saw through the farce of mankind.
the Evil Things grasp Evil is just a word we use to describe something we dont like or things we fear. Stop being scared and let it embrace you. There are times when removing all emotion is the best thing you can do.
I guess its all about what you seek. Its kind of like a test, if you will. The strong are made stronger and the weak, are just fodder for the will of darkness.
Larry
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