A favor for a friend

After 41 years of existing on this planet, how can one be happy? The arrogance and utter ignorance of the human mammal is profoundly mundane. The flesh that wraps around my spirit is by no means worthy of encapsulating my inner perfect being.
And the dumb f*cks on matchdoctor misconstrued the meaning of the word ally. I have no friends, only the inner circle of great knights surround the round table of the highest level of worthy hood. These knights are brilliant and worthy of absolute trust. If a knight turns his back on another knight and is stabbed in the back, then the creator of the table expels him/her from the table. It is totally up to the lower dignity of the knight's singular self given decision. In or out, the table rules.
I left matchdoctor because the MOD and the members told me I could no longer exercise my freedom of expression. I use every word known to mankind to express my insight on existence. I did not create these words, they were already in existence before my birth. I just utilize them in any given fashion I see fit. Those of you whom choose to turn a blind eye to the negative attributes of life are not seeing life for what it truly is in reality. I am both negative and positive. I am energy. I don't portray myself as only being positive, because that is fake. I don't write about positive attributes of human beings, because at this point I see none. Until humanity can face all the negative attributes of humanity and collectively derive a positive solution and evolve from blind ignorance of themselves, then and only then can I write about that change. You're hated reflection in the mirror is your own. Yet you try and place it upon the writer. That is foolish.
There aren't many of us that rise higher that the global population's concept of psychology. It's hard at the top, It's lonely at the top. But being at the top allows us to find and recognize others at the top. And we get the utmost pure information because of that. We chose this path, because we had no fear of what the mass population fear.
I am a leader of leaders, I am not above the leaders, I am parallel to them. We are not followers, because we are not followers of anything. We do stand alone, yet we are not alone. There are more out there like us, but not many. I wade through the masses and find only a few, but the find is powerful.