it goes on and on my friends
one day I started living it not knowing what it was,
and ill continue living it forever just because
10 type and sing insanity
20 cls
30 goto 10
I miss GW basic sometimes.
Im getting to the point where I no longer have to write for the next few blogs or so. No, Im not refering to stealing anyones work, I just have a lot of material. If you dont see blog by me for a day or two, or just one a day, that means I have probably 3 files Ive written. Some start off as a response, but take on a whole new life of their own. Some of it I will try to put in a book, and others are just thoughts on things. Anything that I say on my blogs, I will defend with my life. I have made my apologies to those I feel I need to. I have gone on the attack based on just an emotional response. Then realized I was a hypocrite for damning anothers views. Others, well lets just say I had a wonderful vision of dropping someone and their family to their knees and using the .357. I shall stand back from that mess though.
I miss my Beyond Good and Evil series, I did write one under that heading not long ago. Maybe I will start a new blog series. Yeah, I can hear your sighs of "what now" Its cool though. If I can reach one person and have them open their eyes, then ALL of my works and writtings are given meaning. I can only show you the path my friends, I cannot walk it for you, for we will part ways and you must find your own truths.
I havent been writting responses to peoples blogs lately, well not as much s I did. I just dont know what to say sometimes.
I talked to april the other day....... My heart screams in pain, and yet it thirsts for more. I gave my anger and rage to Lord Baalsenoth. I asked for her to be utterly destroyed and made the deal for the price, to feed of off me and what life i can steal from people. The symbol of the Strix, is my place in life. Hell showed it to me in a waking dream and then about a year later I found it and its meaning in the Inferion. I do plan on getting about 10 tattoo's from it. I am attempting something that will make what I do easier. I would explain, but you would think i am totally insane. If you do read the link above, you might be able to understand what I am doing. Those who fear the limitations of the flesh, shall be forever damned in its cold embrace of the grave. Anyways, her suffering and misery.......anytime I start to feel sympathy for her, I am reminded of the past and give it more life. My last ex will understand. I actually posted one of my workings on krystal and might do the same when I send forth the darkness after my sister. Blood destroying blood is no longer a crime in my eyes, nor the eyes of Hell.
There is one woman here that is going through kind of what i did with april. I almost e mailed her and asked her what price would she be willing to pay for vengance. Not money, I have no real use for that chain. And NO nothing f*cking perverted either, I do not barter with flesh like that. But then I thought, she probably would report me as spam....... or to the cops.  All I need is genetic material, or some from a cipher thats close enough to strike from. I worked on that one on my last ex and her friends, though I wish I had better aim. I didnt mean to hurt Michelle. AND NOTHING OF THE ICKY NATURE. Bodily fluids are NOT ok, unless its blood, and I can deal with that. Preferably fluid, dried essence of the life is not as easy to work with as one would think.
Yeah...... my mind goes in darker directions when I think about her. Though she is a great catalyst for doing things.
I think Ive been bitchier than normal lately. The seasons change and so do the rules.
Larry
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