One really needs to have the right attitude for confession. A proper mix of remorse, shame, humility and regret would seem to be required. Confession about investigation into JM and vengeance is difficult because I can so easily justify my actions, and as for humility and shame for creating Cigi, the child of my imagination, a cyber goddess, a computer genius, a truly clever girl... Well, you see, I took a great deal of pride in her, and pride and confession just do not cohabitate well. So perhaps this is not confession, but I must tell the tale of CG.
Cigi was born on a Monday night and by Friday, JM was telling her how his parents had died in a drunk driving accident when he was 18. Cigi expressed great sympathy while I felt great nausea. I plotted myriad vengeances while Cigi flirted and seduced. Cigi gained so much more information than I. She obtained the name and location of his workplace and the email address at work. She chatted on yahoo not only with him, but also with Brandon. He bought a webcam and smiled and showed off for the woman in the $69.99 pink dress for special occasions whose model picture had become the wallpaper for his computer.
I went to the shaved cunt group on yahoo and found an nice naked body for Cigi. Cutting and pasting and rotating and matching and adjusting skin tones, I had a photo of Cigi in the buff -- a crotch shot. He would get hers when she got his...and his must have his face on it. He sent her several; she sent him one, a nice picture that her sister-in-law had taken.
Cigi lived close to her brother in Sugar Land. Her brother was very protective. When JM wanted to meet Cigi, the brother thought it would be a good idea to see some identification for JM. JM was not so sure about giving out that kind of information (as it would have revealed him to be five years older) to someone he had met on the net. He would have to ask his parents what they thought. But hadn't his parents been killed in a drunk driving accident when he was 18? Yes, he referred to his grandparents who had raised him (since he was 18?) as his mom and dad.
Cigi was losing JM by pushing too hard against his deceit. Her godfather (my sympathetic friend with access to DMV records) suggested that she tell him of her anal sex fantasies. Figuring that a man would best know how to get to another man, Cigi acted on that suggestion and sent a hot email to JM at his company email address telling him exactly where she wanted...
He wanted her phone number or for her to call him, but she was on a dialup connection and had no long distance service. They really should get together, but then... his SUV was T-boned (that man just was a magnet for broadside impacts), so he could not drive to meet her.
Continued...
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