This is the third time I am starting this section. In thinking about what I want to say and how much of my personal sexual history I want to reveal, I am discovering new things about myself.
I started this exploration of my own sexual morality, because I am feeling so conflicted. One simply cannot disregard twenty years of firmly instilled religion. On the other hand, the past thirty years have not included very much relationship, certainly not marriage, but that does not mean I have not enjoyed my sexuality. I have experimented with moving that line in the sand this way and that, yet I have not found a place that is really satisfactory or satisfying.
And now I am totally frustrated. I feel the line should be moved again, but I don't know where to put it. What's more, I don't like looking at the things which I am discovering about myself, but I keep coming back to the dream about which I blogged some time back. The dream said to expose the secrets...they become a treasured legacy, much more than utilitarian objects acquired later in life.
Not much substance in this blog, but perhaps it will grease the wheels.
and I suppose I should write at the bottom of this...continued
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