Lonliness and a Future Boyfriend Application? posted 10/13/2006 1:28:10 AM | 8 kudos what's this?     report abuse tagged: lonely, single

SexxifiedHottie

Loneliness.

[sighs]

I have been kind of lonely lately, and I can't believe I am posting this online!

I am kind of depressed, because all the guys I have ever dated only want me for my body, nothing more. I want to find my Mr. Right, but the jerks treat me like a piece of meat and the sweet ones deny me. I have tried to change. I have tried not to put myself out there. I have tried not to look so seductive. I have tried to be myself, but that doesn't get me anywhere. I have tried to be sweet. I have tried everything I could ever do, and yet: The one's I am unhappy with treat me like shit and call me dinner and the ones who I am happy with, push me away and call me friend.

I will not have a relationship with any guy, because I have been heartbroken too many times. I will befriend those who want friendship, and we will see where it leads us. I will not be their girlfriend, unless they turn out to be my Mr. Right. I want love from those who love me, and friendship from those who care about me. I do not want jackasses in my life. I want the respect I deserve.

I am not posting this as a cry for help, nor am I posting this to get a grip load of messages. (Trust me, that bugs me. Too many messages = freaks me out)

I am not asking you to feel sorry for me. I am simply posting this as a sad lonely girl.

Perhaps, should I post a....

Future Boyfriend Application?

First things first: Read my "Loneliness" blog. That will help you better understand what I am going through and what I am looking for. Once you have read that blog, come back to this blog and read for your chance to find how to get your hands on a future boyfriend application. : P

I want friendship right now. I do not want a boyfriend at this moment in time, but that doesn't mean I have given up on guys completely. I want a boyfriend, but I want a friend first.

Future Boyfriend Application information: Read Below

Do you qualify to any of these statements?

I want a guy who will treat me right and who will show the care and respect I deserve. I want a guy who will always be there for me; throughout the good times and the bad. I want a guy who will love me as a friend, before anything else. I want a man, not a immature brat. I want a man who will know what I'm going through, and support me when I need it. I want a man who will cuddle with me and love me like he should. I want a man who has things in common with me. I want a man who will not laugh at me when I think a silly thought. I want a man to love me for me. I want a man who will not judge me and who will accept me for who I am. I want a man who will not critisize me. I want man who would walk around the world and back for me. I want a man, who will always be there for me, no matter how bad things get. And so on, and so forth.....

I will always take a consideration, every male I meet and hang out with: a possible future boyfriend. In other words, every man who wants to be my friend, has every right to win my heart, if he desires to. : P If he wants only friendship, then so be it. I will not be offended, because I need friends in my life. Always and forever.

Although, those who want a girlfriend, I will take those people into consideration as a potential future boyfiend; but remember, a friend must always be first. I do not want anything physical, until I know this person is the right one for me. Although, kissing and hugging and cuddling CAN be ok, after a period of time has passed. But like I have said enough times, a friendship comes first.

Chemistry is key. Good chemistry leads to a good chance at being more then friends. If there's chemistry, and the person doesn't bore me, then that is a good sign pointing ---> to more then friendship. Although, it would be cool to have chemistry with a friend as well, because lack of chemistry tends to be boring.

Hangouts will be STRICTLY hanging out. Only as friends, nothing more. As I've said, if we have great chemistry, then an interest may be ignited. If you read my "Loneliness" blog, like I informed you to do so, you'd see why that is a rule....

I am usually open to do whatever. It would probably be wise to leave Riverside though, because Riverside blows. The only thing that I do not do is dance. I also don't like heights. They scare me, and spiders too. : / So, anything, but dancing, heights, and spiders will be ok. Lol as long as there is no: dancing while being high up surrounded by spiders...... then everything will be okay. Lol.

I hope this blog has helped you to better understand how you can aquire a future boyfriend application. Be yourself, never change. Treat me with respect. Be the man you know you can be.

If this blog has interested you, then by all means, message me. Do not say lewd things to me. Do not offend me. Do not be a jackass. Do not ask direct things, such as sexual thoughts and questions. Do not hit on me. Etc...

This blog is not a chance for you to hook up with me. This blog is a chance for you to make a new friend. It is a type of personal or classified. As every personal and classified addresses, there are certain requests and requirements as followed. I am looking for a friend to become a future boyfriend, but only those who qualify will be taken into consideration as a future boyfriend. Remember, friendship comes first. Be aware that you may always stay a friend, and nothing more, if your qualifications do not match. Chemistry is key.

Contact me if you find me interesting enough to be a good friend, and possibly more if the chemistry and qualifications are right.

Have a nice day. I hope to see you as my friend sometime soon.

Good night, and God bless. :)

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