Hello All,
I'm very touched that so many of you are here for me. I've not been doing so well lately.
Christmas just wasn't very good for me!! I had to wrap and watch the other kids open gifts, and NONE were for Jason.
I have talked to my sister over Christmas, and I think the best thing for me to do is to hospitalize myself for a short time to be any good for my kids.
I miss all of you very much, but I can't focus on anything but the death of my son. It's hard for me to focus on just getting up in the morning.
So, this Friday, the 29th, I will be signing myself into the psych ward for a while so they can get my meds straighted out and I can "feel" somewhat normal again.
I hope everyone has a wonderful New Year. I know mine can't get any better unless I try to get some help.
When I get to feeling better, I'll be back online.
Thanks Again for being concerned for me!
Much Love,
Jini
P.S. Hug and kiss your children, grandchildren, nieces, and nephews as much as you can, and tell them that YOU LOVE THEM.........OFTEN!! 
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oceanlover734
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Dec 27 @ 9:32PM
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Jini, My heart goes out to you. Please get help with more than the meds. Meds can help but you need therapy to help cope. I can not begin to imagin your pain. I have 3 friends that have lost their only child and the pain they suffered was beyond anything I have ever known but they are coming through it day by day. My thoughts prayers and hopes are with you. Pam
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luvmycats
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Dec 27 @ 9:41PM
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I am sad to hear you are having such a hard time. I hope you have much sucess in your stay. Trust them sweetie, they can help make you better. Many hugs. C
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mailorderannie
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Dec 27 @ 9:41PM
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Jini -- my heart continues to go out to you just as it did when you first posted about Jason's death. I'm proud of you for taking this step, not only for yourself, but for your other children as well. This is a very brave thing you are doing ,and I'm sure Jason is smiling down on you.
Take care dear one, and know there are people here still sending you their love and prayers, no matter where you may be.
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photodude
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Dec 28 @ 3:12AM
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Jini,
I can't even attempt to imagine what it must be like. I've just said a prayer for you and your family. Take care of yourself and know there are many people who love you. It matters not whether we've ever seen you or ever will. We'll hug your in our hearts.
I'll look for your return blog telling us all how great you're doing!
Best wishes. (can't find a hug emoticon so insert hug here)
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legacy1
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Dec 28 @ 7:33AM
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Take care of yourself and hope to see you back soon! You are in all of our prayers!
Rick
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