I'm back home and I'm feeling VERY good about it!! posted 1/20/2007 8:12:02 PM | 6 kudos what's this?     report abuse

poniepower

Hello to all my MD friends,
Well, 4 U-haul trips later and boxes stacked upon boxes.....I'm finally home!! This is where I belong!!
I've had NOTHING but GOOD memories since we've been staying down here for the past 2 weeks, painting and laying new carpeting. I haven't had an anxiety attack for 2 weeks now.
Some strange things have been happening here in the house though. Nothing bad. Just strange.
Last night the computer was on when I went to bed, and it was off this morning when i got up this morning. I've heard someone running up the steps. I hear noises in the house. Which I chalk up to it being an old house.
I just wanted all of ya's to know I'm doing ok, and so are the kids. Matt is actually one of the most popular kids in his class down here. Before, no one hardly wanted to be his friend.
I was most afraid that the kids would ask about Jason's accident, but so far he said they haven't. The principal and guidence councelor told me if this happens on going, that they'd have an assembly for the kids 6-8th grade and ask them to please not talk to Matt about it, since he was the only one to see it.
They don't want to do it unless necessary though. They don't want to put a "bug" in the kids' ear, and have it start happening. Whew!!
On another note...............I have a 2 car garage full of my things, so I'll be busy for a while...lol
How can one accumulate in 10 months, so much in a 3 bedroom trailer, that most of it doesn't fit in a 5 bedroom house?
I'll get through it though.....one box at a time....and it ALL went so fast...hardly anything was marked in the boxes or bags.....LOL
But I'm so happy to be home, I don't care if it takes me a year to get it all done.....

You guys don't know how much I've missed ALL of ya's!!
I haven't been to the forums yet......I've been checking my yahoo, msn, and aol mail....and my MD mail......but I'll jump into the forums hopefully soon.
I hope you ALL had a safe and happy new year. So far mine is looking pretty promising.
Much Love To You All,
Be Safe in whatever you do,
And ALWAYS.....hug and kiss your kids and tell them how much you love them....OFTEN!!
JINI

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