Hello All,
It's been a long last few days. Thank Goodness I'm done running for a day or two.
My sister and I got alot of unpacking done yesterday. I got Jason's memorial shelf and his pics put up, and my horses and cows unpacked, (they're ceramic, not real....for those wondering...LOL) Too bad she has to leave today  She's been here helping me for almost 3 wks now. She has to go back to Iowa.
I have the whole upstairs to do yet. Painting, unpacking, hauling stuff out of the garage....etc.
I did see a dent in the garage when I went out to find Jadyn's shelves for his pics and I fell over the lawn mower (No, the dent wasn't in the floor after I fell, I meant a dent in all the boxes we got unpacked) LOL
I went to the doc Monday, and he put me on 120 mg of morphine a day plus the pain pills I'm taking now, and all the other meds I'm on.
I have so much more work to do around here. I'm s'pose to be taking it easy, and one day at a time, but I want to get it done! I still have to take pics of the house after I get it done, because I'm taking the people to court who tore up my house. So I need before and after pics, of the work we've done. It really doesn't look like the same house. New carpets, (my soon to be son in law laid ALL of them) we painted the downstairs, still have the upstairs to do yet.
When I made the decision to move back HOME....I figured ALL my children would be here. My oldest, she's 19 1/2 y/o, decided to move to TN a week and a half ago. She called Sat. morning for money, I sent her $300 to come home, she calls and says she's staying down there. UGH!! I could have used the money on the taxes of the house here, BUT.....she needed it worse I guess!! Which is fine!! I'd give my kids my arms and legs if they needed them. (they're not worth much though...worn out from old age...lol)
I get to see Jadyn, my grandson and Carlee EVERYDAY!! She has an apprentice job at a tattoo shop here in town, for piercings, and I watch him while she works, and daddy is in school. He should be coming to Gramma's about 9 this morning. I wish I could post a pic of him, you guys would instantly fall in love with him!! I sure did!
Matt and Carah are doing good in school, so far. Some of Carah's friends in high school have crossed the line of what her ideas of friends are now. She was in the popular click in Fennimore. Her friends down here love to party and she's NOT into that now. Matt is making alot of friends too. He told me the "popular" girls are talking to him now. He's been quite sad lately though. I've asked him if being back in the old house bothers him, and he tells me no.
He told me Sunday night, after he got home from his dad's. We were laying in bed, (yes he sleeps with me, he can't sleep in his and Jason's room yet) anyways he tells me that when he was up at his dad's, he cried himself to sleep Saturday night. I asked him why, and he said he didn't know. I'm sure it has to do with still sleeping in the same bedroom he shared with Jason. He's asked his dad's g/f numerous times if he could sleep on the couch, and she's told him "no!"
If only they had a tad bit of compassion in their bodies. Of course, she doesn't have any kids, and he says she's trying to be "his mom". He told me if she doesn't stop bossing him around, like a mother, he's giving his dad a choice, him or the g/f. I tried explaining to him that his dad needed a life too. and maybe he could talk to his dad about her doing this to him, but he's scared he'll make his dad mad. UGH!!
My poor baby! I don't know if I should talk to his dad or not???????? When he comes home on Sunday nights, he's sooooooooo tired too. He missed school Monday because he was so tired.
Well, enough of my babbling. I should get started doing something.
I miss being on the computer though. I miss the forums. Maybe I'll stay on for another half hour.....hehe
I hope you all have a wonderful day,
Much love,
Jini
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