Q:: Ben, do you have your SSI or no? I think you said you did, but I can no longer remember Im still having my own troubles
A:: that i'm halfy halfy on
Q:: How does that work?
A:: right now Arletta my answer is on thier side.. they are going to mail me thier deicion.. meanwhile in the background i prepared for a second denial so i've a good lawyer waiting to fill the ballpark
A:: one way or another i've been fighting hard
A:: the only thing i have to abide by is an old system and the wait that follows..... personally I’d rather not be playing the bureaucrat
Q:: I can't blame you for that
A:: there aren't many people concerned for my well being... these days can't blame alot of them for not being there... but right now untill i've a stnading point its myself first... even thought it sounds selfish..what good am i to others if i a 31yrold adult that can barely feed himself of this system and poor social system
Q:: I'm sure you'd be a lot of good to people who gave it some thought, Ben. For instance, someone who needed help with guarding their home, yard maintenance, etc. and were fairly well off could give you free room and board for work; maybe even room, board, and a small salary. But it's a matter of finding someone willing to do that, really.
Q:: Do you have a serious criminal record, Ben?
A:: true....
A:: haha no
Q:: okay and what is your disability again?
A:: for all the things i've dont being a criminal is not one of them
Q:: I am looking up some information
A:: well thats a touchy one there//... waiting for a phonecall on 2 teeth pull.......waiting to see a general surgeon.......i've been probed like some alien abductee...this doesnt include the smi status they put on me sometime ago... because of a biological chemical imbalence.. ... having untreated arthritis etc... i'd bore you with all my issue
Q:: I just need some sort of basic definitive statement. What have you been diagnosed with that is definitely a disability?
A:: from the last i knew it was not going on by itself i tried asking myself but get some form of high functioning physchotic disorder
Q:: oh
A:: personaly ptsd and depression.. but with all the crap i'm being pumped with your luck you can remember to wake up let alone remember where your at halfthe time lol another reason why i chose not to become involved with anyone on a romantic level....i can barely stand myself.in the current state...... i'd never allow anyone else to suffer along with me.. that would be too cruel
Q:: yes .. I understand that feeling, too …There I just made a blog about you .. and if they will let it stay up, perhaps someone will respond. Tell me how to get a hold of you, if I find anyone around there that wants to help out
A:: lots of issues i'm still dealing with personal conflicts.. and last thing i'd need on that sort of resume..... uhh yeah i'm thirty something average male..... i'm issues... i dont drive...i'm blind in one eye.. lucky enough to walk straight half the time...a=oooo i'm a loser because i'm on welfare and waiting for ssi... yeah mention any of those for me and poof i promise people will be gone :)) … a blog?
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