The past few months I have been attending school and have not really had time to devote to really anything serious.... Though I do find it important to have someone in my life and want someone to share moments with, and should it grow and flourish....well so be it... Im open to that idea, though few are willing to wait until I finish my degree (next summer) for me to devote myself to someone to make their life extra special. Im not sure anyone is willing to wait on something like that, not to mention the uncertainty associated with where I could possibly go to work (which could be ANYWHERE). For a long time I thought I was targeting the wrong age range (20 to 25) since I have outgrown a lot of my wild days (though dont make the mistake that Im not still wild enough to be off the chain), I simply dont have the wildness I once had. I guess Im getting to the point in my life where I simply want to start considering settling down and relax a bit, have a warm body next to me and not be a bachelor... I would like to share my life with someone, wouldnt we all... Recently I've had women of my past come back into my life, not sure if thats a route I want to take since they have changed (not for the better or worse, rather different than what I remember) and have issues with exs, issues at this point in time I do not need... Prince Charming (if I may call myself such) is left a bachelor looking for his princess. I just want something pure and natural... I dont mind distance if its possible to work through, I have one that I have talked to for some time now who is quite a distance away... Shes great to talk to and makes me feel connected to her, but I recon my own issues are clouding me because I have my doubts... Trust is one of my most concerning questions.... I can trust if I want it bad enough the question is, can she make me want it bad enough? Well Can YOU? I am not sweating, its not like Im going to die tomarrow (though I could) and of course I would like my left hand as with hers to be a few ounces heavier should the day come when I kick the bucket... I want to be    and    along with    with her in my life... Im not going to  over this, its simply not worth it. If I am patient enough she will stroll into my life with the perfect timing and we can move from there... I just need to be ready for it myself most importantly be finished with school and hopefully be able to offer her something more than some student loan debts and my company (not that thats all I am).... She will be there and we can go from there at that time... If not I will have to play pin the veil on the bride, not my personal preference LMAO yeah like I could play "pin the veil on the bride" thats a good one ... Well yall keep smilin and take care most importantly life will be good for us all I hope....
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