I am reminded of the lesson I have learned and re-learned many times over:
If they say "No game players" or "no time wasters" or "need someone who doesn't play head games" on their profile ....
It's because they don't want that sort of competition from their lover; oh no! They want to be the only one in the relationship screwing over people's heads and wasting their time!
Which reminds me of another lesson learned in regards to a badly paraphrased axiom : If the sheep fits, conk it in the head!
I almost lost one of my dearest friends because I trusted someone else, at the time, who said they had seen things on a website that proves he had been lying to me. Well, and he's just an online friend at this point, and things had gone so weird, that, really, I was very torn as to whether or not to believe this .So I confronted him and things went very badly.. and this other person told me he would look for the webpage and prove it to me, but he never did find it again. Nor could he tell me the URL, what words he was looking up, etc.
He wanted me to just trust him .. after a jealous rage exhibited once before? No. I don't trust jealous people to be truthful people; not during their fits of jealousy, anyway.
So, tonight, thanks to my last blog, I have learned some new things about this person that I trusted before and now I am past any form of sad or angry, and simply at a stalemate between disgust and pity.
This is a man who has so many good qualities when he cares to exhibit them; but he's also a man who is far too old not to know about psycho-therapy and how beneficial that and some medication might be for him.
I can forgive him for most of it, because it won't affect me. He already did the stomping of the heart beforehand. But I can't forgive him for putting me through the stuff he did and is still trying to, raising up false hopes, etc. during a time when I am so ill and going through so much with my family. When he knows that stress aggravates my illness. That's just evil!
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