There is that time when in life when things stop and make you take a step back from everything and rethink. I heard somewhere that you take from the past what you need, reinvent it for what you need now and then reapply it to what you will need for the future. Maybe I am the only one that can understand this or maybe someone else knows what it means as well. I believe that I use this bit of wisdom everyday. I have sat and done alot of thinking the past couple of months about things that have happened in my past and here recently and have come to realize that I have had to let go of alot of anger, fear and more to make today an ok day, tomorrow a good day and the future hopefully fantastic. I feel that in order to hate someone...you have to have feelings for them and I cant do that...like my ex husband..no hate, no anger..I have forgave him...if you knew the whole story, you might think that I am totally crazy, well...yea I am a bit, but that is another story...lol. I had to let go of that pain and anger for him and for any other person I had in my past and present. I dont regreat things that I did in my past, either good or bad, because it was a learning experience and I am the one that chose to do them...I didnt do drugs..so therefore I wasnt an addict or an alcoholic. What I am getting at..is that I had to do this to make sure that my heart will be open for that one man out there willing to accept it and take care of it for life. Someone that I know that I would be able to trust with everything that I am and I feel that I am at that place. I know that or want to believe that there is that one special person out there for me, but I will not search for him. It is possible that our paths have already crossed and our eyes have met, our bodies touched, ours souls spoken, ours lips kissed, words whispered, time shared and passed and then our paths seperated for a time only to cross again in the future, but that is not for me or him to know at this moment. There is a plan that is already worked out for us and on occassion we veer away from that plan and take a different direction only to be lead back to the path that we are to be walking in the future together. I know that once our paths cross we will know it and he will know that I will give my all to the relationship...that is what a heart does if it is true love. I wonder what makes the heart long for love, the soul for companionship, the body for physical stimulation, and the mind for mental stimualtion....It is all human nature.
I feel that love is something that is not to be searched for, but to be found by accident. This is what will make it real and special. There is something that will draw two people together and keep them there or coming back to each other. The force will be so great that they cant deny it no matter how hard they try. Remember the heart can be a stubborn player in this game and it is in it to win.
Thank you for stopping by my blog and taking the time to read it...Have a blessed day.......
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