Who I've Become........ posted 11/11/2007 9:20:39 AM | 7 kudos what's this?     report abuse

poniepower

who I’ve become
Category: Life


Who I've become…..

Please don't tell me

To "get over it, it's ok"

Or "In time you will be fine",

I'm not the same person

I was that Friday night

I know I should have stopped him

When he walked out that door

But he was so excited and elated,

I never knew I would only see him once more

I have turned into someone else

Without even knowing

I need you to believe in me

And who I'm becoming

My priorities have changed

I "can't get my mind off it", you see

And you "don't really know,

What is best for me"

Only a few know how I feel

The frustration and anger

The tears I shed daily,

I still ask "why" and wonder

I can't remember what I did yesterday

What's planned for tomorrow

Or even what I want to do today

Because of this deep sorrow

How long will it take?

I honestly really don't know

Do you think I miss him less now,

Than I did a year and a half ago?

I've looked death and mystery

Head-on in the face

I wouldn't want any other parent

To have to sit in my place

Everything has changed

And I'm not who I was to some

Life is not the same

This is who I've become

You can love me if you want

If not, it's okay what you choose to do

Because when God wrapped His Arms around Jason

I became a different person too!

11/11/2007

Jini ……..mother of Jason Anthony III…8-14-92 3-25-06

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