EMOTIONAL PAIN.
As I lie here feeling like the abandoned carcass that a lion killed
Shredded and torn apart from the inside without a drop of blood spilled
Tingling and brain dead, praying the vultures will swoop to devour my nerve endings with haste
Only will the pain stop when the mortal flesh is gotten rid of within which it’s encased.
LAST MOMENTS
I wish I could close my eyes for the last time
And watch from above while my heartbeat ceases.
With a crowd of ice cold people gathering around me
While the paramedics chance of bringing me back decreases.
My last pulse, my last blink
As down towards hell I feel myself sink
My stone cold face motionless except for a small grin
The last spasm before rigormortis sets in.
Then my final dying wish would be
That just one of my family realized they did love me.
INSOMNIA
Oh tired eyes just go to sleep,
At night once more you start to weep,
Please mind, a sense of balance keep!
Depression torture me no more,
Sanity I beg you unlock your door,
Peace of mind I implore!
Be gone with you wretched rage,
Book of life please turn a page,
Peace release me from this padlocked cage!
SAMURAI 2000
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Philosopher8659
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Dec 10 @ 4:52AM
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I believe that the majority of depression has a real cause.
The mind is made for certain responses from the environment that should be there, for example in mating. A man is defined as one male and one female. Marriage is the natural state of human kind when the mind reaches a certain point of development.
Therefore, depression is a real response to a real impotency, we cannot change another for what love is, will never be in them.
The sad part of it is, people are drugged if they becomed depressed for valid reasons, instead of it being recognized that there is a way to be, and their are standards of human conduct to be expected in society.
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Philosopher8659
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Dec 10 @ 4:55AM
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Many people are motivated to solve problems, to change the environement, they are creative. These people are almost always fighting depression as it is a sign that they are pushing their minds. It is not an illness, it is a force of will to be.
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cartay25
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Dec 10 @ 5:05AM
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Very touching and very true. 
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Mustage
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Dec 10 @ 5:24AM
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Words express with extreme beauty and emotions!! 
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mystery2u888
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Dec 10 @ 5:28AM
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 very nice.......my little girlie patches  xoxo
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Skydognc
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Dec 10 @ 6:09AM
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misschoos
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Dec 10 @ 6:39AM
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kudos gf
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ladykay488
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Dec 10 @ 6:59AM
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redtigr
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Dec 10 @ 7:52AM
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Ouch. Tough stuff... raw and emotional..*
I am glad to see the date
was in the past
Of late
your seeking a mate
kept focus on brighter thoughts..
Ain't life great?
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cancun1999
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Dec 10 @ 8:02AM
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Journeyhawk
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Dec 10 @ 9:38AM
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Sam,
The words in this poem are so powerfully expressed. I am glad to see also, that it was written in the past. Hopefully, things are so much better. Just know that you are a super sweet gal and are loved a lot!
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CPUfan
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Dec 10 @ 10:02AM
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2000 ... Yeah WE all luv ya Sam, the world is a MUCH better place with you in it !
"So deck the ground with your English dead, for the Princess with both heart and head..."
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chris549547
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Dec 10 @ 10:21AM
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great readings
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thegoodideaman
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Dec 10 @ 1:03PM
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I've been there,
They have a GiftShop,
it's Full of Broken Dreamzzz... 
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JimNastics
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Dec 10 @ 1:06PM
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I am so glad you are my friend
and did not succumb to such a bitter end. 
Your terrific humor and good cheer 
has brought so much laughter throughout the year. 
You know I love you the most 
and so with glass raised, I offer this toast; 
Life can be fun, and warm and bright 
And you can spread wings and partake in flight 
Its all there well within your grasp
just let go of your tortured past. 
Partake of this wonderful journey known as life
and forget all that past sullen strife. 
You can't pick your family, that is true
but look at all the wonderful friends there are for you.
May 2008 be one marvelous year 
full of success and love for you my special dear.
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enigmasrook
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Dec 10 @ 1:46PM
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padlocked cage...great metaphor...luckily there are open bars to pass our arms through, huh? Great poems.
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honeybear285
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Dec 10 @ 4:44PM
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Sami.....I bout hit the panic button when I read these.....and I saw your picture with your face turned away......then I too saw the date......the words you wrote are so emotional...they tear at my spirit.....kudos my friend.
Honeybear
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Santo007
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Dec 10 @ 7:04PM
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i too suffer from depression , anxiety and some nites insomnia
i fight on, pray on and soldier on my dear
forget the negatives, focus on positives
thanks samurai
great blog
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hunt4luv
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Dec 11 @ 1:30AM
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You Know I loves ya Sam.
The world would be a terrible place without super ma'am.
My Prayers are with you.
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