well I know I havent been on here in a long time and I have an explanation why. I met this wonderful guy on one of my other dating sites..(I'm going to try and make a long story short). we talked for a week and clicked right off. I followed my heart and listened to my gut feelings and I knew he was the one and he felt the same way. well things moved to fast and we ended up spending the weekend together and well slept together and that messed everything up and now we are not together anymore.  I'm totally in love with him and he wasnt 100% honest with me and on top of everything he has bi polar disorder and didnt bother telling me all about that but I still love him and want to be with him but its going to take alot of time though because he hurt me pretty bad. I'm suppose to be hearing from him soon but I think he is too scared to call me. so I have been heartbroken for weeks now and havent been able to eat which I justrecently got my appetite back and the weather has been bad here and I havent been able to get to gym so I havent been to the gym in 2 weeks. so I'm going to wait til after the first of the year to start my program over and diet over. I added some new pics and you can tell that I have lost alot of weight and I'm not going to let having my heartbroken stop me from keeping going with losing weight and feeling better about myself.
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teacuppoms
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Dec 25 @ 2:24PM
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why after sleeping together did things get messed up
on the contrary it should make for a more solid relationship i just wonder
i would like to know
merry christmas
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mschneider1978
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Dec 25 @ 2:40PM
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Sorry to read that your relationship broke. I hope your heart will heal as fast as possible...
Merry Christmas and a happy New Year my friend!
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Mission_Impossible139
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Dec 25 @ 2:44PM
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If you didn't use magnets during sex, you too may experience bi polarism. Be cognizant of how you walk next week.
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misschoos
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Dec 25 @ 2:52PM
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I was wondering how your diet was going. I can't wait to see the pics.
Sorry about what's happened. 
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coca2
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Dec 25 @ 2:57PM
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Lesson learned. He got what he wanted and moved on. If you want a REAL relationship get to know each other first. Sex always changes things.
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WouldntItBeGr8To
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Dec 25 @ 5:45PM
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oh boy, yes, sex can change everything. But just give it some time. "Sleep on it". Sleep on it alone. He will be alone too and you 2 can sort out what happened. Sex is a powerful, powerful experience if you care about each other. If it is just recreational sex, that is all it is. But if you care...all kinds of doors open up and it can be a shock to one or both of you.
Give it time. If it was meant to be, the right doors will magically start opening up.
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