Superpowers ...and supersculpture... posted 12/31/2007 1:30:59 AM | 30 kudos what's this?     report abuse tagged: aging, life, art

redtigr

“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

It's happening more and more often. It just comes over me and there's nothing I can do to prevent it. Sometimes it happens as I am standing in line at the bank or paying for groceries. (It almost always happens at public events or in public spaces.) At first I thought it was my imagination - just a trick of the mind; a mistake, perhaps a misunderstanding - after all, things like this don't happen to ordinary people.

Wait a minute... who's ordinary???

Funny how we see our selves, isn't it? I, myself, am a mass of contradictions! I am funny but very serious - and not to be taken lightly... I have a few very rigid viewpoints, but I nearly always give one the benefit of the doubt. I like socializing and I am interested in people and curious about how others think - yet I spend a great deal of time alone, by choice. I think of myself as a "good" person who looks for the best in others, and yet has little faith in humanity... Normal ? ...I suppose... Sane ? ...certainly... But I've never thought of myself as ordinary. So why should it surprise me that I have developed superpowers...???

Yep. It's true. I know how to become invisible.

Actually - I first became invisible and then I learned how to do it. The first time I was sitting in traffic, waiting to pull onto the main road. Vehicles moved past, sometimes stopping right in front of me, but no one let me merge. No gentleman smiled and waved me in as had always happened in the past. They didn't notice me... they couldn't see me... I had disappeared. The next time it was a shopping trip to Quality Foods. I stood waiting to pay for my groceries as the young cashier and bagger conversed and joked and rang up my order. I smiled at one, and then the other; I held out my check - but neither one could see me. Without acknowledging my presence in any way, they waved me out to the parking lot with my cart full of heavy grocery bags. I must be invisible.

The most recent time I disappeared was at my bank branch, located for my convenience in the grocery store lobby. There were two tellers at their stations but one was on the phone, so a line had formed sort of halfway between the two as customers observed "next person waiting etiquette". When the teller finished her phone conversation, she looked right through me to the store employee behind me and motioned for him to step up for service. Wow. Invisible again!!

With all of this evidence, I have to believe it's true. And just like the "ordinary" people on that show: Heroes, I plan to step up to the challenge. Not only will I continue to develop and hone my ability to disappear by wearing inauspicious clothing, no makeup and a blank expression - but by continuing to masquerade as just another bland, unimportant, unassuming, and innocuous middle aged woman. As I endeavor to save the world, they'll never see the pretty young woman inside me - the one who is well-read and hip and witty... the one who rescues ladybugs and horses and even tries to dodge butterflies. They won't know how funny I am, or how kind I can be, or how much love I hold inside. The deep thinker, the artist, the considerate friend; all these will remain hidden. They won't suspect that I am anything at all like them.

And they won't realize that I am developing another superpower... telepathic X-ray vision. Though they cannot see me, I can look right through them. As I peer into their self-absorbed and indifferent little minds, I plant little seeds... little thoughts... little bits of self'-doubt and self-realization. I will them to see beyond their biases and assumptions. I implore them to take stock of themselves and to question their perception of the world around them. I champion the creation of fresh vision. I wish upon them the gifts of empathy and sympathy - for one day they too, will start to disappear.

“Ninety-nine percent of who you are is invisible and untouchable.”
- Richard Buckminster Fuller

And finally; this http://www.stephenrobinsculptor.com

I recently spoke with my first ex-husband, a sculptor, who still lives in Philadelphia. He's a phenomenal artist and a really good person and I will always have a place for him in my heart. We talk often, but I don't know how much or what parts of each conversation he remembers. I tease him about his short term memory loss, and he likes to tease me about how I never mention him in my blogs - so I have decided to oblige him here. He may not remember a lot of what I say (another kind of invisibility?) but what is in print cannot be long forgotten. I hope you'll all visit his website. It's highly worthwhile.

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