You know in this world as a Christian you should not feel sorry for yourself, which is an issue of pride. I will tell you what, if can not feel sorry for myself then I am just upset.
With what one may ask, just basicly stuff I find myself dwelling on still and that is the sad/ angry part about it. I just want something to go right for me just once. Though it always seems sorrow is my friend, and I find myself alone alot. Not from my own doing, because I myself have pushed people away. In some vain selfserving purpose, I always find myself wanting what I can not have and getting nothng in return. Yes, in the end I have found that life just sucks!
One thing I have learned alot about know when to speak and having less emotion when I act. I think I am colder in some ways but more passionate in others. Then there is the fact I just cannot get along with people sometimes even when I am trying. The comments, the silence I can hear it all the time. I know when people are putting up with me and really care if I am around or not. Maybe I am loud and ove bearing at times, and I know I am set in my ways. What do you do when you have no choice? Really, when I have been told there is always a choice. I am just frustraded.
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