what's next? death? posted 1/21/2008 5:42:59 PM | 0 kudos what's this?     report abuse tagged: confused, hurt, frustrated, sad

behonestaboutlove

Three weeks ago I met a sweet man through my sister. His ex girlfriend who treated him like crap and played him and tossed his emotions and heart around and mainly called upon him when she needed money or wanted something and was always seeing other guys while seeing him saw me added as a new friend on his my space profile and she started calling me a bitch and telling me she was going to "beat me down" when all I did was start dating a man she used abused and hurt. She doesn't even know me and she is talking shit about me. She later apologized and I said I forgive her as God would do and I will pray for her and then I blocked her. I did not want to deal with her anymore beyond that. I noticed on her my space profile that she seems in to witchcraft.

I may be a christian and believe in God but I have seen some weird shit in my life and I believe that people can do other things like witchcraft, spells, and curses etc.. I don't know how all that stuff works and really don't want to. Friday I got hit by a lady running a red light and today I got rear ended causing over 1000 dollars worth of damage to my car.

At this point I am starting to wonder if my boyfriends ex "cursed" me or am I just having a bad month. Is God mad at me? What have I done wrong? Is it the full moon? or I could go with the superstitions that things happen in threes. So one more accident coming? or Am I just having bad luck and being in wrong places at wrong time? or Have I been cursed by a "witch" and it will not stop until my son and I are dead? All I have done is let my sister introduce me to a nice guy and him and I clicked right away so why all this disaster lately?
Welcome to my mind right now, scary isn't it? I am not crazy, just starting to wonder wtf is going on and yeah sometimes when we are hurt upset and confused all kinds of things go through our minds. I have never hit anyone in my life and never been hit..until now.. Rationally I am chalking this up to "bad luck" and hoping it is done now and that is all it is, is bad luck. If you never hear from me again my son and I are dead look for freak accident in Wisconsin on the news...
Jen

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