I Won't Change For No One posted 2/11/2008 11:38:40 PM | 6 kudos what's this?     report abuse

LipGlossQueen9

In an effort to garner more readers, I asked my friends in the form of a bulletin what I should do to improve my blogs. Most of the people who replied told me that it's really not me, that it's just the attitude of MD right now. One of my friends suggested I show MD how "sexy" I am. Now, that's not me; I have no use for that. I do thank him for his compliment though. Another actually admitted to me that he doesn't read my blogs unless the first two lines sound explosive and there is a "buzzword" in the title. Another suggested I write more positive blogs, about my most romantic Valentine's Day, my first positive romantic experience...and while these are VERY good ideas....I tried to write them and the idea of traditional romance and Valentine's Day made my blood pressure rise to a level associated with hypertension.

I wrote them, yano, and like...I really tried to make them "positive", but the only thing I could do was write about how I was cringing as I wrote that Valentine's Day was a holiday. I also wrote about how there have only been two significant Valentine's Days in my life, one with The Meat Bag and one with my group of friends...and instead of talking about my friends, I went on a rant about how I don't want to give The Meat Bag credit for anything.

I can't be "sexy", "feminine", or "positive". If that's what you people want to read....fine. But...as my friend who suggested those good ideas said to me: I am the Queen of Rants on MD...and there is no changing that. Believe it or not, the way I deliver these rants in real life is actually quite funny, but since you can't hear them I suppose you would never know that.

I suppose, in all reality, I could be "sexy", "feminine", and "positive"...if I PUSHED myself. But why should I PUSH myself to be something that I'm not? So people on this website will pay attention to me?

People often email me who don't read my blogs and tell me I'm too young to be so angry, or how they hate the language I've used in my profile.

1. No, I'm really not. Your age has nothing to do with how you see and experience the world around you. Not all young people need to be naive and turned off to what is going on around them. I refuse to be like that.
2. Get the hell over it. You might like to add different flavouring particles to your conversational English than I do, but it doesn't mean you have to freak out at me because you don't like the word "f***". I happen to enjoy it, very much.

In short...I'm not changing for anybody. Around here, or in my real life. It was a stupid question to ask, "what should I do to make people read my blogs"....cos I already know. But sorry, I'm just not doing it.

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