Sometimes previous bad relationships get in the way of you finding THE ONE you could spend your whole life in. Yes I know when you put yourself out there, sometimes you set yourself up for heartache. But what if this is the last time? What if this person is the one you could grow old with? I don't get tired of looking because I feel I may never find THE ONE, I get tired of looking because I should already be building memories with him that we can sit back and reminisce with our grandchildren about.
When I get scared of letting go, of giving myself completely (because if I'm only going to half ass give my heart, then whats the purpose?) this song comes to mind.
Smoky Norful
"I Need You Now"
Not another second
Or another minute
Not an hour
Or another day
But at this moment with my arms outstretched
I need you to make a way
As you’ve done so many times before
Through a window or an open door
I stretch my hands to thee
Come rescue me
I need you…
Right away
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now
Not another second
Or another minute
Not an hour of another day
But Lord I need you right away
If I never needed you before
To show up and restore
All of the faith that I let slip
While I was yet searching the world for more
The truestt friend I have indeed
You’re my best friend I know indeed
I stretch my hands to thee
Come rescue me
I need you right away
The agony of being alone
The fear of doing things on my own
The test and trials that come to make me strong
The feelings of guilt, hurt, shame, and defeat
The waves of trials that beat upon me
But to know Lord in you I’ve got victory
I need you now, Lord, I need you now (Oh, wo, wo)
I need you right now, right now, right now
I need you now
Oh not another second
Not another minute, Lord
Can’t wait another day (oh…)
Oh Lord, please make a way
Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Mmmmm, Yeah
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leprichaun_magic
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Apr 14 @ 3:49PM
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well .. "smokey" knows what he wants ..lol
most people are nervous of letting go completely,,if you asked your friends ..you d find that you are not alone ..:) it takes time :) 
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ttomtarr
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Apr 14 @ 4:33PM
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When you are really ready for him, it is amazing how fast Mr. Right will show up.
Keep living, learning, and loving, he is on his way, and just waiting for you to get ready.
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vettman454
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Apr 14 @ 5:20PM
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Gave up over two years ago but I wish you luck in your search.
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tbone6676
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Apr 14 @ 5:27PM
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i look at it like this if your with someone and those feelns dont come natural move on
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hayabusatygr
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Apr 14 @ 6:21PM
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Bien fait (well done) on your blog 
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Josuha
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Apr 14 @ 7:17PM
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lH1g1NQkUtE
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NubianRomeo
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May 6 @ 10:57PM
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I can think of only one thing I dislike more than trying to find my SoulMate; and that's Thinking of about the fact that she is out there, all alone waiting and searching for me.
We, as people, ALL OF US, whether we choose to believe it or not are Deeply In Love with Our Soulmates. Even if we haven't found them. Think about this Love You have in your heart...Right Now for that individual. And then think about all the pain you have experienced because of this Love for that person. And then... when you are ready to just say... NO MORE; Think about your SoulMate!!! He/She is Counting on You to find them; to take away the Pain they have been suffering in Wait and Search for You.
Imagine, if you will; you're flying across a mountain in a small single engine plane. Something goes wrong and you're forced to land. The one thing that keeps you strong is that you Know, you sent out a mayday before you ditched. Now think how it feels KNOWING that someone is out there Looking for You. And then think how it would feel if you knew they Gave Up!!!
If Not for Yourself then do it for the That Person Out there That YOU Love - and Loves You!!! WE'RE COUNTING ON EACH OTHER!!!
PostScript: Makya, You Really Have a Beautiful Heart - There's a Man Out there who is Deserving of You - Don't you dare give up on Him!!! 
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Makya
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May 6 @ 11:04PM
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And you sir, have the heart of a poet
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mystery2u888
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May 6 @ 11:09PM
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My little gf makya....  ........when the timing is right...... ..........when your plate is empty and read to have everything in order.........he will come.....  ....it does happen when you quit looking..........almost like when your out shopping and you can never find anything you want......when you have the money......but when you do have the money it's not there..........  When you close all the old doors to your past and when you are ready to move forward.........and begin........and your plate is ready.........he will magically appear.........just........be patient....... 
xoxo
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Makya
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May 6 @ 11:11PM
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OKAY MYSTERY! You give me cavities. Your too dang sweet
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