Recognising The Face You Have Always Loved! posted 5/19/2008 6:23:00 PM | 3 kudos what's this?     report abuse tagged: love, internet dating, soul mates

Bionic_Angel

With all the guys there was something about them I really loved, the first was spiritual and a bit of a hippy (although he turned out to be an imposter) - I never had a pet name for him, apart from asshole at a later date. He wasn't the most handsome man in the World but I grew to love his kooky looks because I believed he was this wonderful spiritual, caring, intelligent man.

The next guy was also spiritual and so funny, made me laugh until I nearly peed my pants. He was smart too, had a mind full of interesting facts he used to shoot at me out of the blue from time to time, he also spoke Russian. I called him Dollface because he was so very beautiful to look at. He was never going to leave the States and his heart was pulling me in that direction but all my plans to go there came unstuck, especially when I met the next guy and fell in love within an hour of meeting him.

He was almost a double for Dollface, except substitute the Russian for Afrikaans. I called him Pussycat, he loved to be stroked and boy did he need stroking, he was such a sad soul. He had little to offer but worshipped me like I was a Goddess, something I'd always dreamed of.

Next I met a singer who I nicknamed Posh because of his accent. He promised to serenade me in public but never got around to it. He was clever too, spoke Spanish, German, Italian and fluent French. He was very pretty, which was just as well because while he was boring the arse of me it gave me something to look at.

I cared about all these guys, I even loved one or two but not in the way I love my Cowboy. He has all the qualities they possessed and more, he even looks a little like the first guy but sweeter, kinder, more loving. The need to have that face inches from mine is like the need for water and air right now.. He's intelligent, creative, spiritual, warm, loving, not afraid to show his feelings.... and so funny he makes me hysterical. He can be talking real serious one minute and doing silly voices the next or singing me a love song he just wrote. This wonderful man is exactly what I asked the Universe for. The reason I'm alive!

This is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me and it's all because I never gave up, but mainly because I put out there to the Universe what I was looking for. How do we know what we're looking for? We know because we've met before in former lives, we made a soul contract before we incarnated on this earth to always be together and to continue the search until we find one another. It's the only explanation I can think of and it's good enough for me, and for him.

My Cowboy's coming to the UK to be with me very soon. We know all the cynics are pursing their lips and sucking their teeth and thinking what ridiculous romantic fools we are but this isn't about anyone else, it's about a contract we made hundreds of years ago that can't be broken. I'm so sure of it I'm sharing this with all of you.


Angel has spoken.................. thank you for listening

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