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Nostalgia? 
Nope...."it was a cold and lonely breezey afternoon" seriously, not just the words to this song but how my life feels as of late. As do many of our days. The dog days of summer? Sheesh, been working to much I can't even appreciate being lazy, it just doesn't happen.
"You play it on the radio....on the stereo....at the disco" all I ever do is listen to the radio lately. I communicate with people via MD and that seems utterly sad to me as of late. With my work hours and a diminishing of friendships (mostly due to not really having clicked and made friends in this town in the almost 9 years i have been here...the one friend I do have spends every waking moment working or hanging with her boyfriend that she isn't really into....but hey, it's a boyfriend and that's what she wants no matter how unhappy it makes her.) this is my entertainment, and my social life. So it saddens me when a "friend" wants to leave.....especialy when seeing their blogs makes my day. But I understand...even I sit here and contemplate leaving.
I like blogging but I write on a daily basis with a paper and a pen, stuff that will never be seen on the internet and some stuff that will never see another person's eyes ever. What I write is intimate and to me....it is of my heart...it is my truth....it is my utter soul. I cannot fashion writing it here as that would make me vulnerable. I've never been good at sharing my feelings so the little glimpses I HAVE shared here are but that...little glimpses.
Sometimes you don't need a reason in life to move on. Sometimes you just have to go. Sometimes you have to back up and say WOAH! It doesn't mean it will be today...nor will it necessarily be tomorrow but there will be a time.... and when I go, there will be no blaze of glory. There will be no trumpets blaring their songs. It will be softly...gently...as only this poet would want it to be.
Now would somebody PLEASE Pass the Dutchie or meet me in the shed? I feel the desire to be "lazy" 
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