This has always been on my mind..And I wish I knew what it was all about.Really,really strange.I just wanna share this with all of you. Why,not.
*hands out cookies and milk*
My parents told me some of this...and it never shocks me, even if it should! They were appart of a cult devil worship. But,then decided to run away..and leave it all, buy getting married and having..ME. They said that when I was boren that my cord was wrapped arround my neck..and I could not breathe..they were about to pronounce me dead...withing 2 sec..before they did..I took a breath and started kicking. They said that my eyes were blue for an entire year.. and then turned brown...wich is wierd sence it took so long. and i had blonde hair...white blonde hair(I color it now...black) ..they said that they never knew where i got brow eyes or blonde hair from. (it got my thinking that someone did tell someone about another male) I mean...mother told me that she WAS doing drugs..even threw the first 3 months she was bearing me. My birth papers said that I was the same blood type as they, and that..I was there child.PTTT. They, also always complained that I was a strange child,and too quiet.. and not like them at all. I always had the same kinds of doctors...white hair,and blue eyes. never had any-other.For anything. And was..and still is scared to death of this one that helped in the birthing room.His name is Teddy.white hair and blue eyes.. I hated his coat...I hated his height..too tall! I donno why i hated and was scared of him.He always asked me.. how i was...and smiled at me with worry is his eyes. All threw-out..I had nothing but white-haired blue eyed doctors.. not just med doctors...that would know more about me then myself. My parents...decided to be perfect christians..(barfs) even though they loved the darkness. There lives never changed..they still suffer..even under there new beloved god.LOL!!! I cant change..i am who i am. I LOVE it. They hate me. Tell me about there cult crudd..trying to scare me. it just turns me on. lol. what I'm saying is...they told me that the leader was blonde with brown eyes.and that there are men there with white hair and blue eyes. Now, does THAT make you think.
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Angel1964

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Aug 3 @ 9:32PM
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Yes, it would make me think... However if you ever wanted to know for sure… you could have DNA test done… At least then you’d know.. I would listen to their warning about the cult though.. Don’t want to end up drinking the purple drink….
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Fender

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Aug 3 @ 10:09PM
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Cults suck...
I think they are just a way for people to get power over others by enforcing their own personal beliefs on those who are afraid to stand up for themselves...
I look like no one in my family, so I kinda get what your saying...
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snidegrass

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Aug 3 @ 10:22PM
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good story. almost believeable. should make believe be outlawed? good role playing. you should be an actress in z movies. you'd be simply fantabulous. mya had a flare for the dramatic. i kissed her on the head, and fled. i never saw her again, until i saw you in the red leotard with bosoms showing. the spitting image i swear. oddly enuff. she has disappeared, for important reasons. i saw her from a distance once. so i think. i blinked. she was with a guy in a truck by dos panchos mexican restauraunt. looking raunchy. i talked to her on the phone. out of desperation. she told me to buy the book, lonesome dove. i bought it. wasn't my thing. its about whores and cowboys. what a common bore of western lore. another day, another dipstick looking for oil. there's got to be more to life than that. lolol.
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Bdragon477

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Aug 3 @ 11:08PM
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snidegrass, this IS true. This has always been on my mind..I know its really wierd..but its true!
anyways...whoever you think I was or am MR,snide.. I'm not.For as many blows to your head and who knows what.. I think you not only wirte wierd..but see-wierd as well. everyone is attracted to that ONE pic I have here. lol.
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